live life to the fullest

ROD NIGHT 2006

2006-11-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

shitty gang with new shit coming in

my motivators

they are the reason why my passion never die!

all the best sec 4s for your future!

*more pictures and heart felt thoughts soon
if not go to hkssnpcc.blogspot.com for pictures.
hmm should be ready by this week

my SHITTIES

2006-11-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

*the SHITTIES.

*we are crazy.believe me!

*lovable bunch!

*BULLIES

*octopus mouth

*veri sleepy face

*JAVIER.mr you eldest son

NATHAN.mr wong eldest son

*MYRA.mr wong youngest daugther

*LOY LOY and FISHBALL and STONGBALL..mrs jennie koh kids.

anyway.will update feeling n tots on CAMP LEO 2006 soon!
meanwhile.
SHITTIES.just want to let u guys noe that i m felt very blessed to be able to have all of you working together with me!

LOVE

Expressing the current feeling

2006-10-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

ani switch on my computer the moment i woke up at 11 a.m
change blogskin!~
browse thru friendster..
haven done that for like ages.
actually haven really got the time to laze on a sunday at home to do all these stupid things

read thru the profile of many
seems like alot of lovey dodey couple have seperated.
guess my predictions are kinda right most of the time.
i always thot FOREVER are bullshits!
opps!~ haha

listen to SONGS after so long.
as i listen i miss K BOX-ing.
(i used to like go average once a week)
I WANT TO SING SOON!
just when i miss K BOX-ing..
i start to miss all my friends
*jiahuishuminamadacheweddygankerlynwendy
*k lah.i dun have many friends!
and realise that i haven met them to chill out for F* long le.

after missing.
i have the sudden urge of crying.
CRYING OUT LOUD.
i dunno why.is jus a sudden depression.
there is nothing wrong.
but jus feel like crying.
cry so hard that i soak my whole pillow!!
haven done that for damm long time le.

just when i feel like crying.
say hoon came into my mind.
haha.=p
she have been VERY TIRED.
she have been working damm hard on her oh-my-god-so-difficult project
as a friend, i can't really help much.
cause my ARTIST standard not high enough.
really hope she can pull through these 4 years at ease man
if not she gonna get depression soon man!
or her eye bag will end up like panda like that.
*deprive from sleep
haha.=p

to lee ah say
The more you fail, the closer you are to sucesss!
and the best part is you wun take sucess for granted, you will be more appereciative

Just when i thought of depriving from sleep.
i began to not want grow up.
work work work.
but i say only la.
i want to be sucessful.so have to put in alot of effort.

ARUGH!~
i always tot i m a optismisitc person
but when i m alone with my own thoughts.
i began to question myself.
i seems to be introvet more than a extrovet
i seems to be a pessismistic person more than a optismistic person.
or is there jus 2 side of one person?
or m i just too emotional?
i wan to do alot.
but at times i just don't have the strength.

aiyah! anything la.
who want to get me K800I to cheer me up?
haha.is jus a question...=D

Rojak Post

2006-10-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

www.hkssnpcc.blogspot.com

offical site of HKSS NPCC
updates of recent events and memories of past events.
anyways to all EX HKSS NP Cadets
we are planning a "HOME COMING" for all next year JUNE.
details will update again.
it will be sort of like a charity cum home coming for all.
so got to pay.but i hope all will support.
coz is damm cool to meet up all the seniors and batch mates.
and HKSS is gonna be the last yr.
a history le.
all our past can only be memories.
i will really missed it.
i spend almost 7 yrs there.
next yr will be my 8th..
all the NPCC related activities....the place...

*the perimeter that we do our left right left and stupid but fun telematch game.
*the quradangle that we start and end our parades.
*the NPCC room that we hang out almost everyday after school.
*the NPCC noticeboard that we check for parades and promotion results.
*the "outside npcc room" area where we fall in and sometimes get scolded.
*the push up, the PT, the running of camps,the laughter, the tears...
those memories are still fresh in my mind.
i think all of yours too...=p

was having meeting with all the SHITS just now

*SHIT MASTER-ME!!!
*SHIT WARRIOR-PEI CHEE
*SHIT NO.1-LIN YU HENG
*SHIT NO.2-MARK CHANG
*SHIT NO.3-KENNETH LEONG
*SHIT NO.4-SALLEHUDDIN

omg! it has been a long time
found that i m old.
coz my ideas generates slower now.
but i realli enjoy this planning session.
i mean all NPCC related planning sessions.
not that i m obsess...
but is jus part of me that i will always missed when i m not doing it.

I have been spreading msges to my CIs n Officers saying that Mrs Long dun love me le...
coz she used to update me on the events and sms me to ask me coordinate..
now she never..she msg PC.she tell everyone except me..
so yesterday night, she ask me to find out which SHITs can go to .38 com on the 4th...
so i replied : Kkz.will be having a meeting later.will ask from there..anyway you receive the msg saying U DUN LOVE ME le ar? haha
she replied: who so bad to say such things to spoil our relationship?
i should have reply..me!
but then...how to??
she's so CUTE! like her Daughter

*ADIA LONG

*anyway..the 2nd nov campfire at labordor campsite.
those going.can give me a call to confirm the details k.

I offically became JERRY's client.
and i earn myself a free MP3 (Promotion by PRUDENTIAL)
hopefully when i retire.i got lots of money!!!
yah! my mum pays for my coverage 1st.
but then i will pay her back when i starts to work.
coz i realli wan the investment to grow grow n grow..
and i m veri scare that illness might strike me anytime this period to when i start work.
if i really did..n i haven brought myself any life insurance
INSURANCE company might not want to cover me..
if not i will be loaded.

my uncle is this case lor..damm jiat lat.
he brought a Life insurance when he was 20 plus.
but jus few yrs back he lapse the policy.
now he is 40, and during this period from 20 plus to 40, he was checked to have hyper tension (HIGH BLOOD).
SUAY! he terminate his policy.
if he didn't...(touch wood) if anything happens to him he will be covered, coz the time when he brought the policy he was healthy.
now that, he is down with the illness.
he is been loaded (got to pay more to be covered for the same sum assured compare to a healthy person)
let say, if he is serious.no insurance co will even dare to sell him anything.
and u cannot escape by not declaring..
coz ultimatly when things realli happen..
insurance co. will not pay u
and u will say "aiyah.insurance company onli cheat ppl"...

and all insurance co. shares the same database...
if 1 co. rejects u.the rest of the co. will not accept u also.
so still...good to get earli when u are healthy!

but then again.insurance is a product (but i categorized it as a NEED coz i realli love my family.i dun wan to burden them if anything happens to me.) that u got to belive in before u buy!
but for those close frens of mine.dun run! coz i will wan all to get the coverage..
and futhermore, when we retire, we will have money to go shopping high tea, w/o spending our kids money..FUTURE PLANNING..remember!
ever since i put half of my foot in this industry..
i got very cautious..i heard too many saddening story le..
and alot of unfortunate events are happening around me..
i start to worry...

from a book that Jerry borrowed me..
insurance is define : when u dun need it, it is always too much...but when u realli need it, it is ever enough" damm true!

Anyway i pay about $136 every month with riders.
$100 for the basic plan 80k for death 80k for critical illness
$15 plus for accidental plan covers 100k (very interesting)
-if my hand is kanna chop off...i m paid a certain % (got alot of different parts of ya body la.each pays differently...even if u turn crazy after an accident event..u are paid)
-if i die when i drive. my parents will receive 180K (80K from PAA, 100k from accidental)
-if i die while sitting in someone's private car. my parents will receive 280K (80K from PAA, 200k from accidental-2 times indemnity)
-if i die in a MRT Train or taxi, any public transport.my parents will receive 380K (80K from PAA, 300k from accidental-3 times indemnity)
so another words.wan to die, die on a public transport...haha.=p

yah another 20 plus is for PRU SMART LADY
which covers women sickness.
coz there are some common ones that are REALLI COMMON and easy to get...
so..some might think is too young to get...but then...who knows right.
and it comes with a free check up at RAFFLES MEDICAL CENTRE (see can hook doc there anot.haha) every 2 yrs.
coz they believe that if it is detected early.it'll be easier to cure.
N N N.my husband, my kids will get a 15% off their insurance policy with this plan!
is pretty good to get la.
but another thing i m trying to bring across is that, if ya mum haven been going check up..
please get her to...coz women who is over 40 are VERY prone to women illness.i see many cases myself..so please push them.
i m trying hard to push my mum who dun even go to doctors when she is very sick!=s

will be leaving my telemarketing job soon..
i would say.is a very good experience there.
must thank durga who introduce this job to me..
the experience there is much worth then the salary
anyway.i felt quite gulity everyday at work la..
coz when they hire me..they are actually lossing money..
n i think i sort of dissapoint them lor.
coz Jerry confirm to hire me on the day of the interview day itself (prob he in need of ppl la.haha)
i was confirmed by jus working for 1 week
when tele probation should be 2 weeks
i gave them a 7 appts on the 2nd day of work
but lesser each day..
i really tried my best.
but i jus couldn't get the appt, so i felt guilty lor.
i keep telling jerry to hire new ppl coz i can't get appts.haha.yah he is trying hard la.
but anyway if u dun mind me coming back..i m willing to come back to help when u need tele.
*see so good employee.where to find.haha*
but i really hope.the next 2 tele that jerry hire, will give them alot alot of appts
coz days are passing very FAST (65 days??).haha.stress!

would also like to take this chance to thank my BOSSES

Jerry-For coaching so much in terms of insurance knowledge and alot of GK and keep reminding me to read NEWSPAPER.and...always buying sweets. yah, and i m apologise for always suan-ing u as uncle...and you know what.is jus fun to see his damm "EERRRRR..." face. THANKS JERRY!

Sky-Answering my stupid questions. answering quries. tryting to act cute and think i might apperciate.booking my tele place in office.say stupid things that i really think is funny (classic eg. hey, u wan MP3 mah? jus need to play 10 over bucks per mth, and when u listen to music and kana knocked down by bus, still got money to take leh...) thou i din laugh la.but i still think is funny.
his 1st impression to me was serious.but i din noe he can be so lame.haha.=p
*Blessing to him n his lifetime partner.=)
THANKS SKY!

Ting Ting-Her 1st session with me was good.she shared alot about the industry to me.then always smiling and answering my questionsss...
THANKS TING TING!

Raymond-seen him once.but dunno much about him...=p
THANKS RAYMOND!

k.from the above conclusion..it looks as if. i really got a lot of questions..haha..
and i m glad now my frens who got any insurance related question they will turn to me and say "like that got cover anot?" haha. but also got others la..my knowledge quite broad can...=p

stilll got still got!!!
NINI, raymond saw u at tekong when he is marching.he say u walk past him but he couldn't call u..he jus msg me. " i saw nini..at tekong." haha

when will i go tekong man? haha
think the only chance is wait till my bro go army
coz i dun have boyfriend to part in tekong le.haha.
*dun be mistaken i m not dwelling on my past relationship
just that the next bf i will have is either a uncle..or he MUST have been out of army le.
haha.will be too old to be army le.
talking about ideal partner..ker and wendy say that mine will not be handsome but it is definatly someone who is a executive.someone who is capable...
and i hope so...
initally, i actualli wanted someone handsome and tall..(*coz raymond not bad looking mah)
but now i come to senses..
i want someone who is KNOWLEDGEABLE, WHO TRAVEL ALOTS, CAPABLE, HARDWORKING, DARE TO DREAM and STRIVE.haha.handsome will be a bonus.
i dun wan to be a tai tai...
but i wan to have a comfortable life.
can do whatever the family want w/o having money as one of the factor.
and i dun have to wake up everyday..shit..today my kids got no money to eat...and stuff...
nevertheless, i also dun wan someone who depend on family money...i nv believe it will last!
i am a very pratical person...
i nv believe in love is more important than bread!
if u wan love..eat grass everyday lor.opps!.haha.
that's me.

i like uncles (guys with a certain age).
but like what i say everytime.
is not the age that is important
is the maturity of one person..=p
he or she can be of a certain age..but still act like a idoit.
which i get totally pissed off..
and i really dun understand them at all...
and i actualli admire ppl who entertain them.
the only reason i can think of is that they are too friendly.
i m saying that i m very mature..
but by nature i dun behave like idiots.
unless i m irritating those SHITS.haha.=p

and getting someone older..
he wun talk to me about the lastest game or anime..
coz i totally dunno how to appereciate..
u can tell me about politics about haze.about life.
i will be much appereciative.=p
so keep a look out for me ar! haha.=p

hmm..i wan to get a new phone soon!
K800i..can buy?
or anyone wan to sponser?
haha

for those who know me..
i wan to know your date of birth.
jus wan to record down.so drop me a msg at my tag k.
love.=p

LIFE INSURANCE

2006-10-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

to nini.

haha.
life insurance.
is not get money only when u DIE
is get money for retirement.
which means.
the money u put in now, it will come back to u as cash in the future when u are old..
TOUCH WOOD if u die...money will go to your parents
TOUCH WOOD if u got disability...money will come in handy when u cannot work
TOUCH WOOD if u get critical illness...money can be taken for curing..then u dun have to be a burden to your loves one.
and not need to touch wood..confirm that we will live long long long.
MONEY WILL BE ROLLING BACK INTO YOUR POCKET..as retirement fund.

frankly speaking.
very rare ppl buy life insurance to claim for death and critical illness..
all wan money back de.
the best not to claim because ultimatly we wan to get the money back.haha.something like saving also lor.but with coverage as prioity.=p

I brought PAA not to claim leh.
i wan to earn from the investment!!!
so when i sorta retire..i got more money.
but is the coverage that i still think is important

that y i start now.

1. i gt longer investment horizon..which means veri very high chance i will earn alot from investment.

2. i wan the coverage.but i dun wan to pay so much for the sum assured.
so i start earli my premium also lower.
then even when i m 30 plus.
instead of paying $200 plus a month
i pay onli $100

see so these are the reasons.
u shuld start now.and pay for ya life insurance..
coz utimately the money is urs to spend when u are old.
u cannot expect ya parents to pay for ya retirement ba..haha..=p
but if they got the budget! then good..they can pay for u now.
for u to enjoy lower premium paid next time.
if not u can "borrow" from them 1st.=p

Personal Life Insurance

2006-10-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

to nini.

100 k u think enough for ya father to spend for the rest of his retirement meh?
haha.=p
i mean.why not let ya money work harder for u right.
i joined the session with my boss n my aunt today.
and my aunt is sorta attracted by the investment that she wans to take out S$20,000 cash money to invest.
and boss showed me the return of his existing client..in jus past one month his client earn around 3 k plus.
if ya dad is like wanting to be on the save side.dun take out all to invest la.
but let JERRY do financial planning for him for FREE...
and prob he will suggest what he can do and prob do a financial planning for ya whole family also.
it will be recommended lor.
especially is a good age for ya parents to plan for retirement.
and pru got some recommended retirement plan.can hear hear know more also good.u can be around to listen also.good for knowledge.=p

as for saving plan.coz u going to settle down earlier n u are u-know-u-dun-wan-to-work-for-too-many-yrs type.so is also good to plan now..like see how much u wan to save and by when u wan to get this amount and piang for that few for the on coming yrs.and u will get to enjoy life then.

i got a saving plan from AIA last yr.but abit regret coz i wun get back my maturity...
is $60 per month and cash payback $400.also for 25 yrs.
boss calculated..in the end of 25 yrs onli getting back or rather earn 5ooo plus only.
but for pru cash n pru save.got budget...u at least earn 12000 lor.but nvm la.at least some saving..

and i m getting myself a LIFE insurance le.
PAA (PRULINK Assurance Account)
its with investment..
haha.
coz my aunt got this plan when she was 22.like 12 yrs back lor.
and her policy is gonna breakeven soon with her investment earning.
12 yrs-around 11ooo plus.which traditional life insurance can only breakeven fter 20 odd yrs.
so is pretty good.
and y i wan to get now is because of the sum assured.

my aunt brought at 22 so with $100 she is covered with $50,000 death, $50,000 crisis cover (critical illness)
but boss calculated for me.if i get now, with $100 i will be covered with $80,000 death, $80,000 crisis cover.and for the rest of my life i will be paying onli 100 bucks for such a sum assured. unless i increase my sum assured la.which i will when i start to work or i get married.
i wanted to pay less in future.so i suggest my mum to "lend" me money to get first lor.
and my mum say to get for my bro also.n at the age of 15--sum assured around $90000 for the same premium.so age does matter..=p

the few days back.boss told me the story that his manager told him
last time his manager THOMAS (not nini's thomas)
he got a very good buddy, closest till they pop by each other place and they noe each other parents well la.
nevertheless, thomas din sell his buddy any policy and din even recommend n asked cause he is afraid that it might spoil their relationship...
then one day!!!! thomas's buddy got into a accident that leds to death...
HIGH lor...seriously
the 1st question that his buddy's parent asked was :" how much policy coverage has he (his buddy) brought from u?
he was dumbfounded.he din noe how to answer his parents.
coz he din even suggest to him to get a coverage..
and his buddy's parents assumming that thomas were had sold him some policy to get him covered as such a good BUDDY..

quite sad in a way la.so when i heard, i actually wrote my 1st post after so long...haha.about getting my close fren covered.that's why lor.
at least i think i should bring across to u guys.
I WAN ALL TO GET COVERED.jus in case a critical illness strike (TOUCH ALOT OF WOODSs).
u will be able to save yourself.
if u have a budget.
is always good to start with a life insurance because premium changes higher as u get older.and is the basic that u should have.
but for saving plan.no matter how old u save.the premium and return wun differ alot. (but not too old la.if not u wun even get a chance to enjoy it.too old to enjoy.haha.)
since i m in touch with this industry now.i wish to bring what i have learnt across to u all lor.
y i suggested PAA is because there is investment.
if investment do good...wohoo! u will get alot for retirement
but let say if investment doesn't goes well (TOUCH MANY MANY WOODSs). u are still covered with the sum assured.=p

Plans

2006-10-18T01:21:00.000+08:00

to QI

CPF Investment

Single Premium-min. $5000 (can be for those who have sum amt in their CPF but not contributing anymore)
for the investment

Recurrent-min. $1200 per year (for at least 2 yrs, those SA or OA less than 5K can do recurrent.example: u got 3 K.so u can do for 2 yrs.each yr 1.5 k.)

to earn more age is also a considering factors.
what ever it is.it will be good to do financial planning.
JERRY is willing to be "used" and do it for your parents.=p

Saving Plan

Combination of PRU CASH AND PRU SAVE.
save $100 per month
one yr bout $1200
from the 2nd yr onwards grauntee cash payback of $500 (almost half of what u have save)
at the end of 25 yrs.
u will get back what u have save ($1200x25 yrs=$30000)
plus the cash payback ($500x24 yrs=$12000)
so total u get back about $42000 at the end of maturity
not onli that, if u dun get out ya $500 cash payback every yr
it will accumulate a 3% interest.=p

let say,$100 is too taxing for u now.
you get start at a lower premium bout $60 -$70 (PRU CASH)
so from the next yr onwards u can use the cash payback to get the combination plan.=p

my mum say good to save for marriage..wahaha.=p

CPF Investment

2006-10-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

to nini.

the tagboard cannot fit all the content i wan to say.=p

yah ordinary 2.5%, special 4%

so is damm pathetic.and to reach the minimum sum of more than 120,000 is even impossible.

so right now investment with CPF will be a wise choice.

yah is earning quite alot now in the market.
the earning is jumping in hundreds everyday and u dun have to monitor it.

of course compared to buying shares is different.u got to be expert in it.
but investing with insurance co. u dun have to monitor and u are covered.
which is important la.

and prudential is a profit earning company which also means they fight for the profits they invest in equity that are profitable caompared to the NTUC income la,the AVIVA where they invest more on bonds which are growing damm slowly lor.

i saw my boss existing customer's earning.
i think it is such a waste not to invest.

for those who are purchasing house right.
his suggestion is that leave the 10% of upfront payment in ya CPF for the house
and use the rest for investment.
because to owe CPF u are onli paying 2.6% interest.
Quotation for investment is always at the lowest 5% and highest 9%.
and what i have seen is that my boss client's investments are earning more than 9%
so u can easily use the earning from the investment to pay for house loan.and still earning at the same time.
good to get a adviser to plan before purchasing a house.=p

talking so much about my boss.
should let u know abit background about him.=p
JERRY FONG
he is in his 30s
he is presentable (taller than 1.67, lighter than 75kg)
single and i think available also
has a dog name JEDI (dog lover can't be too bad la hor...look at our say say she is the most well behaved among petals...so...haha)
ok enough of match making..
he just joined prudential since apr 05.
u might think he is a newbie.
but when i saw him, the way he work, i tot he had been in the industry for like 10 over years not that he looked old.but is the expertise that he have and showen.
most importantly is that, he had earn award by prudential.so out of the 450 people in pathfinder (financial service co.).he is one of the 30 who got the award.
so that is kinda amazing achievement for a 1 yr old adviser.
and Mr Lee Kuan Yew joined them for a dinner and had picture with these awardees..so not bad la hor.

before, he joined the industry he is a accountant
he surveyed the industry before choosing and entering prudential
so it sort of speaks how hard he have worked and how he planned for his future.
and according to him.at his age.he cannot test test the industry le.
so he is definatly gonna stay for long to serve his clients!

and futhermore, he dun sell product, he sell NEEDS, that what i sort of admire la.
not matter how much commission he gets to earn.every client is the same
and is all bout customer service in today's world isn't it
he dun push sales to customer also.
and he get good word of mouth from his clients.
that y, i m willing to "promote" him
if he is not good, i will tarnish my reputation and relationship and friendship!
haha.so highly recommended lor.

However, what i say might jus be my point of view, prob u wan to get ya parents to meet him to do a FREE financial planning and see his style of working! and from there, judge whether i m truth enough! haha.=p

AWARNESS

2006-10-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

di still wonder who will still read my blog!

anyway, i am doing telemarketing with prudential at FUJI XEROX. 3 -9 pm.
NO! u can't look for me for dinner or such.haha.
*act as if anyone wans

telemarketing there is boring.
but i really learnt alot of things there from my bosses.
and i m lucky to be attached to them in a way.
coz they are award awardees.so they will be able to bring me thru the bright and dark side of financial industries.so much help to what i m mugging at.
might be entering this industries in 10 yrs time? haha.=p
*ppl will start avoiding me.haha..
dun worry lah i won't sell u anything..
jus recommand if dun wan...dun wan lor.haha.
but i will look for MY CLOSE FRENS...course I WAN TO MAKE SURE ALL OF YOU ARE PROTECTED and COVERED!!!
but that is when and if i go into the industry.
nevertheless i still will make sure all MY CLOSE FRENS ARE PROTECTED and COVERED!!!

But for now, i got a i-have-seen-him-work-and-think-he-is-very-good adviser (my boss la) that i will strongly recommand to all.

somethings i have learn form them.

LIFE INSURANCE should be early...as young as when u are a baby.
because of health, age. premium will stay throughout till u are old and cannot work.
and certainly hoping nothing will happen.
the money will roll back to your pocket when u are old and that's when u will need money the most!
LETS say something happen.your loves one will be protected. (IMPORTANT)
and LETS say u wun be able to work u will be covered!
but those who will be reading my blog can't be a baby.
so i would suggest.once u start working!
There a pretty good one LIFE INSURANCE-INVESTMENT.
the wonder is even if ur investment crushes...u are still protected with the sum assured.=p
and if your investment earn.you get more!
maybe not thru my adviser.but please get one from someone trustable! not fren fren then u buy!

CPF Investment
Don't let it rot in the account earning interest that cannot be seen.=p
go check with your parents or any friends whether their CPF is left uninvested.
there is a Special Account.so special that it is for insurance link investment
coz now is a good chance to do some investment.so when they reach the age of 55 they will be able to redraw out some money from there.
coz from 2013 onwards...one CPF got to at least have more than $120,000 before they can redraw out money for spending.
and if u got frens like 20 plus 30.good to start investing le.coz the longer u hold the better the returns and can use the returns to get a house.=p
AND U, ur parents, ur friends are covered.
i have seen how much my adviser earn for his clientssss.
i m IMPRESS.=p

as for us.
SAVING PLANS
might not seems to be a wise choice to take
coz many wuld think the money is tied up.
but! it is for long term planning.
certainly good.coz if we depend on saving our own in the bank with onli 0.25%.
we will never be able to do that.
coz almost all the "saving"will go into shopping mall.=p

my dad were "smart" enough to get us those plan when we were young.
i get my adviser to do a review and realise that money is coming back!!!
wahaha.in like 3 yrs time.
proberly my 1 year overseas trip can fufill le.=p

there are some rather attractive retirement plans.
just to bring awarness.
cause since now i m in touch with the industry now
i want all to know also.=p
and since i got such a good adviser.
i dare to introduce to U.=p

*got any enquries can ask me.
not buy! haha.jus ask.i can ask adviser and i can learnt something from there too!

Picture speaks a thousand words

2006-06-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

the memorable event!
WOW! camp

After a morning breakfast at HOUGANG MALL MAC

.pei chee.18

.pling.23

.shan.19

.loy loy.forever 18

.melvin.22

.james.22

we went to..

and walking down

the flight of stairs

entering the door..

we met..

.mr benny
the soul of WOW!

.jack.hope.16
captain of the bball team.
a nice boy

.kai yuan.bao zha tou.16
his hair is natural.n is soft n bouncy.
i love them to bits.

.yao ming.amos.16
not as tall as one in china but play great bball

.meng suun.meng.16
he look slack.
but he is the most attentive!

.yan zhen.shen shan gong.16
think she got scared by us.
give good comments

.rizal.cute.14
realli cute.
but attention span very short.

after a 3 round self introduction.

we played space cube.

.game host.melvin seah.

they.or rather we!
cracking our head to solve the SI BEI DUN LAN space cube.
trying to piece everthing together.

.jack hold tight!!

.melvin assisting

.yuan trying to copy!

.james n pling figuring!

Then..after scratching cursing and sweating..
all done!

.Final product.

after that was missy loy showing her ATTITUDE!
haha.

that when we wrote down the negative n positive thinking of the cube.
that's when SI BEI DUN LAN came out.

then we zoom into some action
the CANDLE FIGHT.
they are suppose to guard their fire.
and get realli wet.

.guarding

.cute rizal trying to blow the opponent fire off

.i hope they din burn their hand

in the end we guard it for them!

it was followed by JAMES TOILET THEROY!!! to explain intitative!
which was GOOD!

THEN was LUNCH!!!
at hougang mall food court.
follwed up next was marketing at NTUC for dinner...
also time when we show our auntie capabilities

.rizal: i choose the best watermelon!

.yao ming: are you sure this is good?

we went back to the hive after marketing.
yuan.meng.jack was forced to carry the stuff by me.
n when they saw the eggs.all refuses to carry egg.wth!
no choice.i left the egg with meng then he exchange jack's watermelon with his egg.
duh! stupid!

back in the hive.
we had kite making

.all begin with 3 piece of blank drawing paper.

.scribble!

.yuan n his fav pose

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.struggling for ideas to be drawn!

unfortunately.we din get to fly their kite.because there is no wind...
however,they came alive when we said.let play a BBAll game!!

.snatch! snatch!

rizal:dun grab my armpit

.look at pei chee.haha

.jack the flying eagle.

Meng: is my ball.go away!

i admit i was a kuku in the game...so i dun seems to move alot.haha.=p

preparation of dinner start.
the highlight of the camp.haha.
n also 2 action of the 2 aunties
peichee n me!haha.

working hard in the kitchen!

.yan zhen.the chief of the team

.figuring out how the gas pipe work

.watching over the fire.cute right.same action!

.our pot of cha ba lang soup.not yet cooked

.mr benny coaching

.rizal caught slacking

.one pot of the soup done!

.the fruits BOYS

.jack the watermelon cutter.

.honey dew group.

.cut.slow n steady!

.the melon mr benny said it was like bitten by some old man with no teeth!

.yuan: hungry la!

.fun while cooking.i mean cutting.

AFTER all the hardwork n teamwork..
we whip up..

.everything on the table!

dinner was at the rooftop of the CCA.
dinner was good.

.after so long...ATTACK!

.take take take

.pling: eat! Eat!

.satisfied.

then.....challenge by james to the boys.
a 2 on 2 bb match
loser to drink the whole pot of soup....new pot of soup....
they hestitated.
but still took up his challenge.
Straight after dinner.n they din puke!

JM team VS JK team
melvin was knownas the uncle of the JM team (James n Melvin)
JK (Jack n kai Yuan)

2 VS 2

.watching over the ball

.shag jack

the result.
7-6 JM won
7-4 JK won
7-6 JM won
it was a tough tough match!
during the match.yuan kept saying "wo bu yao he tang" (i dun wanna drink the soup)
but too bad!
we went back to the hive.

.their punishment! lose bet.

jack:aiyah.lose le.

.cheers!

.the skinny n naked...

.james helping them.

.damm full

taada..it was almost 11 pm.we had our goal setting.
1) what u wan to be name
2) what is your greatest achievement in life
3) What do you wan to achieve in the future
4) What the obstacles that will hinder u
5) what do u wan to be.why?

we start writing..

.peichee cute*

n presented..

.jack.he wans to eat all the different type of food if possible!

.yuan.he called himself bao zha tou n wans to get into a JC

.meng.he wans to be a condom.to provide safety to others

.yan zhen.she wans to be a dog.to be loved by everyone!

.yao ming.amos.wans to be a CID.

.rizal.he owns a PS3? haha.=p

.loy loy.she wants to be sunshine.bring sunshine to ppl around her

.pei ling.wan us to call her PLING.which is also !

.james.his biggest obstacles is himself.TRUE.our greatest obstacles is OURSELVES

.pei chee.he hope she will try not to late for events! i hope so! haha

.shan.i wan to be a sucessful buisness womEN.haha

.melvin.wan us to call him HANDSOME.start puking*

it was a fun session...

CRAZY CUP was next.
it became our SI BEI DU LAN game
but it was damm challenging that u nv get tired playing

.the beginner.shan.jack was a great help n a good teacher.

.the beginner.james

bathing.debrief.orhorh.
morning.james came back with hot milo.
the boys went to play BB earli in the morning.CRAZY!
they had their breakfast

.milk with cerals

.enjoy!

.smiles

after breakfast.was feedback time.
it drag all the way to 3 plus
nevertheless...
we enjoy ourselves very much!
thanks WOW!
we hope you have fun!

QI LING SHAN having the same pose

.smilezz

Till then..we will meet again!

WOW

2006-06-17T07:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE PEI CHEE.may all wishes come true!

the name of the social service agency is called WOW!
http://www.wowyouthservice.org/
Mr Benny! the soul of this agency!

we were planning for the 2 day 1 night camp on friday (090606)
as usual, how we plan for the camps in npcc.
log la this n that!
the only difference is we are going to have onli 12 campers
and we scratch our head to spice up our activities cause is a totally different group of ppl.
we need to excite them!
is so unlike where whatever we conduct in npcc.
cadets got no choice but to take it n pretend that they enjoy.haha

tuesday (130606) was the actual camp
peichee.melvin.james.missy loy.peiling
we set off and reach hougang mall mac at 8.00am for breakfast
and miss loy was late! haha.n when she come she say this
OK! we are left we 7 campers!
haha
we were like.HAHA ratio 1:1.
let go ice skate and watch CAR!
let her n pei ling go run the camp!haha.cause she was late too.=p
but we still went!
we proceed on the punggol CC our "campsite"
when we reach no one REACHED....
so we sat down outside (small backyard) and chat like ah pek n ah ma.
after ahwile MR BENNY came and he opened up the WOW! HIVE (the agency room located at the basement of the CC)
it was cosy!!!!!!the moment we sat down we start playing the uno cards as if it is ours.cause campers have not reached.
mr benny gave us alittle background bout WOW!
n the campers come strolling in one by one!

attendance:6
kaiyuan.yaoming.jack.mengsuun.yanzhen.rizal
we started of with a 3 round introduction
then space cube game!
after space cube we did a debrief on the their feeling when they are playing the space cube.
so we wrote down their postive n negative feeling
so kaiyuan mumble: SI BEI DU LAN....
n we wrote down.i think that surprised them!
coz many cannot accept that.esp we r from npcc a we so called discipline CCA.
but hack! is the true feeling..=p
we should learn to accept!

BBall game with them.
i sucks at it.not noeing the rules and stufff....
expecting them to scold me and curse me.they didn't!!!!
they patiently explain to me bout the rules this n that.
which surprise me.and i m kinda touched to see that despite the "competition" they still care so much for thier own teammates!

Dinner was the best (like mr benny say its the time where i actualli connect with them)
they are suppose to prepare the dinner for 15 ppl.
so with the group plus pei chee n me.
we started cooking! with limited utensils
i have a great loads of fun
those kids were cute.i seems to become the auntie or the mother in the group.i kept asking them to wash the wok cut the fruits properly this n that.nag nag nag....but they followed.
we kinda expect lousy foood from them
however we are able we whip up a table of nice food!
proud of them!
but of course the details where i have fun is hard to put it in words.u got to realli experience with the kids then u will noe.

at night.we all activities ended
james n myself went to challenge the CRAZY CUP
we were like idiots trying to figure how to play.n they played it so well..
yao ming was fast 3 sets of pattern he complete it within 16 seconds.we where like WOW!~

then last day was turbo!
we planned to end the camp at 1130am
however,it went to to 330pm
we did nothing but sit down and talk (a debrief session) that is the most beneficial from all the debrief i have been to! YES! the most beneficial as we get feedbacks that comes from the HEART n not the BRAIN.

There is one boy kaiyuan.he sort of touch me by the question he asked.
on the 1st night he went over to mr benny n ask whether we will be joining them for their bbq 2nd day morning, while they are having their breakfast,we sitting one coner.he asked :"what about them (the instructors)" sort of like asking y ain't we having breakfast.
they are WOW kids we barely noe them for 1 day n they care so much about us.
i mean will our cadets ask about us? it makes me wonder.alot of them onli think about themselves giving them care n concern.and we have been with then since they step into NPCC.
like pei chee say.when we put in so much effort and dun get return is kinda disheartening...
or maybe our approach is wrong.but is still kinda sad to see them not responding to your care n concern

All instructors learned alot......alot alot!
everything din go according as planned
we planned and adapt as we go along.
quite slack.but is really a fruitful one....=p

after so many years in NPCC..
all we noe is if cadets are wrong we punish we scold we make a big fuss out of it...
it might work sometimes.but at this stage.it is not working anymore...

HUMOROUS (said by mr benny) is the key factor u must have in order to connect with the people.which is true! cause when u are fierce.no one wuld ever tell u their true feeling.

yesterday n today was the PK course.
all along the sec 3 are quite difficult to handle.
cause when u scold they repay u by not coming back the next time round.
yesterday we change our approach.we approach them like how we did it in WOW camp with the kids.we began to use jokes to bring across big value.
n it works!today they are totally different.so much of teamwork.so much or enthu.
we forgo the old training stuff...crack jokes to make them participate n make them say their truthful positive and negative feedback about NPCC n about us
we learn and they learn.i realli hope it will be for long.=p
n that also shows that what we learn during the WOW camp realli works
is all about CONNECTING with your ppl. esp cadets
when u wan them to learn from u n trust u.

u might be surprise that they will respect u even more in this way.
there is no fear that they would climb over your head
however, xaiver.hongkuan.jianfeng ended up calling me a mother.
they say i was different.if it were last time...i will start to raise my voice.........n go for veri long hrs with them on their fours!
indeed.there a change but i like the change.i like it when i m able to connect with them n get honest feedback!

small group is better for coaching.
i get to fully understnad this point thru the camp
i always tell mrs long.if the group is too small i dunno how to teach!
now i will say.if the group is small....i will be able to teach better!
like wad mr benny said.singaporean always tok about numbers!
the more the merrier.but what do the big number of ppl gain after that?
nothing! numbers are only there to make paper look good.

from this camp i also learnt alot from my group of instructors
james.his toilet theory which talks about initiative.and he say this: "YOU ARE NEVER THE WORST.NEITHER ARE YOU THE BEST"
he asked pc for my age and add on.....REALLY. but she protray a motherly figure.i m like u are calling me a AUNTIE la.haha.
melvin. self proclaim "handsome" dude.he say this:whatever you do patient is important!
missy loy.there is only 2 way u can presude ppl.one is from the heart.the other is by conning.is only words from the heart then u talk on n on! if u need to con ppl it will be tiring as u need to come up with lie after lie to make ppl belive in u
mr benny.display yourself only when u are good.if not you will only disgrace YOURSELF.
peiling.the "gong".her efficiency in making the slideshow for the kids n us.and how she praises the kids time n again!
peichee."looking at the person who is talking is BASIC COURTESY"

really like to thank missy loy for the chance to learn again.
i had a good reflection on the past things i had done.
to thanks MR BENNY and the group of kids kaiyuan.yaoming.jack.mengsuun.yanzhen.rizal
for "giving us face" on many occasion and honest feedback for learning!
till then, we will meet again.

Trying the very Best

2006-06-12T02:31:00.000+08:00

Kerlyn say scold people will get to jail!!
then girl u should start washing your ass n get in there.....
with me?
haha.since we have been cursing so much in school.
wendy dun luff.u are also going in! haha.=p

reflection!
although the years in npcc have been fufilling
however, there are still some cadets we are not able to lead them to the correct path
some the correct mind set!
so much so that, we always tell oursleves that as long we think we had tried hard enuff.
it is time to let go! afterall, they got to learn the hard way and fall very hard.
that's bring pain to us too

HK 2 male SI this year!!
Hong Kuan and Xavier!
2 very cute boys.
dun mind the rank and stautes.
only concentrating on what they are suppose to complete and work well with each other.
that is wad i like to see.
rank is jus a piece of cloth.
what you have been thru will stay with you forever!
proud! very proud of them!

meeting on camp coming on tues!
shall update you guys
not npcc related.but guess it will be a damm fun one!
ong pei chee started calling me caterpillar goh!
my new name again.=s
can i have a nicer one next time!
haha.
yah! she brought this SK II dunno wad eye mask
then complain that it is of no uses!

Ms Loy said: i start to use SKII then i think very good leh!
i said: but pei chee say no use la...see her eyebag..opps! you shuld stop calling me caterpillar
Ms loy: Oh! SKII only useful foe MATURE SKIN.haha
when she mention mature....pei chee can use wad.she is like 45! haha.=p
yah.is only useful for mature skin so ppl if u thinking of investing on SKII
wait for a few more years!

pei chee lend me DA CHANG JIN and Jing Chi Yu Ye.n cause me sleepless nite.haha.=p
but i love it.burning DA CHANG JIN to keep a copy!
still in love with the king n Min Zhen Hao Da Ren!

*love

in love

2006-06-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

OMG!~
watch the final few episod of DA CHANG JIN from 12 plus all the way to 8 plus this morning~

I m in love with the KING!!!~
I m in love with MING ZHEN HAO DA REN!!!~

how i wish!~
if there were.....
DREAMING!!~~~

M-18

2006-06-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

dun read.if u cannot handle hardcore topic!
act as if hardcore!...will begin with the softcore then.=p

was in the toilet just now.then i spot 2 long legged insects having sex.opps! i mean mating...how nice.in the toilet.
however, i just use the toilet paper and press hard against the 2.opps! its dead!
jus imagine 2 having sex in the toilet and was caught....so embrassing la.

my grandma was like telling me..
outside her house there will always be couple crawling on top of each other in THIER SCHOOL UNIFORM..wth.if u wan to do it and cannot tahan.at least go home and change.dun disgrace your school lah!
they do it near the dustbin.eerrk..
or they jus openli do it near the staircase.and ignore the glare by ppl walking past.wth
wad does it show? sex education dun help at all.think got to let them experience it and make mistake then they will learn.if not should sent some police around to catch ppl having sex or petting in the public.haha.=p
imagine u are caught under section S no.6 Offence committed: petting in the public....fine $1000 or jailed 1 year.$1000 for the sex session u can get a 6 class hotel.=p

here comes the hardcore...
but before that, kerlyn and wendy should also bear the responsibility of the following content.
just in case we get into jail.haha.=p

introducing a bastard...XXX
this XXX has a gf XX.
However, XXX goes around asking gers to be his gf.
this is one of the conversation on MSN
XXX: Can you be my gf?
ger: are u crazy? your gf will kill you...
XXX:she dun even care......
from then on XXX was blocked by the ger on msn.
of course gf dun care la.cause busy hugging guys around.oopppS!
but they still sweetly calling each other dear.=p

but that not worst.
XXX once ask a ger to come to his house to help him masturbate!!!
MASTURBATE..
haha.of coursse the girl rejected.but i told ker n wen
if i were her.i will say yes! i will help him
i will make him feel real good by shafting a cucumber up his assholes and give him a good kick on his balls.fuck la.but i m risking my life also.i might get the pimple poison from him.
bad bad bad karma!

shan't name the person because we want the couple to stay together forever!
cause they are the most compatible pair that we all should bless...
according to wendy, if they wan to break we shuld cast a vote.if they break singapore economic will go down.we will be suffering.so is best they stick together FOREVER!

then was toking bout the cucumber thingy with my classmates
so they started suggesting all sort of stuff to insert into assholes..durian.hong mao lui lian.etc...
haha.and is DES lai who suggested.omg.this kinda words actuallly come out from hsi mouth! woof...weet...!! the power of love.haha.
then my 6.47 pm boyfren wong chee wei is also one of the crapster.
maybe for entre project we shuld sell sex fruits toy...haha.=p

my 2 weeks break start le.
can jio me out le dudes~

dusting away the webs

2006-05-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

weeet!~ shannie is back after almost 5 months.
no news is good news! haha.kicking and alive!
phew! lets start...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH THIAM CHOON!~
NTUC income ppl called today to look for him.i tot what serious things
he said: i just wan to say happy birthday to him, is ok i will call back later.n he didn'T.haha.guess he had tried but i have already convey the msg for him.haha
then when my dad comes home.
i wished him : papa, shen ri kuai le
his reply was: kuai le....
wad a reply.haha.=p

the last entry was before exam and after a broke up from a 1 yr 7 mths relationship.=p
well, my relationship is currently at the FREELANCE stage...where we have been meeting and calling each other after the break up.however, recently things tame down alittle.i make sure i dun call him to much and dun talk to him to much.think onli this way will we stay a distance for good.haha.=p

Exams was pretty fine.as usual when u come out of the exam hall u will curse yourself for not studying harder.results out! nothing unusal..everything remains the same.jus a slight drop in GPA.but still maintain.shuld work harder.i wan to get into U badly.=p

the major HO HA in my life guess will be the IPP.=p
works are like damm dry but frens are damm fun to be with
I was attached to YCH which is located in LOKYANG (somewhere in upper jurong)
is logsitic and supplychain company and was working as a credit control there.
shan't tok about job scope coz u guys might be bored to death.haha.lets talk about the ppl.those who are slightli closer to me

Firstly let me introduce my supervisor!he is the one who mark my log book.but on top of us there is another SUP.

EDWARD NG-25,1.80,the best looking in YCH (got not much choices thou),currently presuding his private degree in SIM, dun quite like his current job at YCH coz boss sucks (I AGREE!)
he is a nice guy.helped me alot.at least carry he will carry the black wok for me.fun to be with.always saying lame things when he is damm freee.haha.but i think he study too much.coz each morning i see him he will come with a damm white face and a damm white lips.haha.=p Overall,think he is a great sup! all the best to his studies.=p HIS and not yours because he wun be reading cause to him blogging is so damm childish.haha.watever!

MAVIS-credit control manager.haha.damm serious in work which is good but somehow lack of alittle human skills

WAN LIN-credit control da jie.haha.=p she is damm nice.always there to help.like da jie da.sort of like able to solve any politics in the co.haha.=p

Mag-a girl that i might fall in love with if i m a guy.a pretty pretty ger.bitchy too...i told edward that but he say a guy will nt like her coz she is too bitchy.haha.but i think she is cool lah!always buying things for me to eat.haha.then lend me all her magazine to read.gossip with me! FUN!

Ben-"MI MI YAN" haha.a name given by me.so we sort of like call each other that, haha.blessed with lily and fun to be with!

Caryln- Chao ah lian...chao auntie.always lim bei ma de...haha.damm cute la.she always say that she see herself when she look at me.not because of the size but the character.another party mate to be with.haha.=p though she already got a child.but she still play like crazy la!

finally LIM WEI CHEN-he is a....haha.helpful guy that get too emotional at times.he dun treat me like a ger.scolding me in all sort of language.haha.=p then we will go near each other and ask...xian shen ni jing wan you kong ma? vice versa..haha.goog play mate.

these are the few that i m closer with.but what is more fun in YCH is the after work activities and during lunch...WE GOSSIP till like no tml and the k boxing after work.weet!~ dance sing drink like crazy.i nv noe that going out with UNCLE N AUNTIE can be so damm fun.haha.=p CCK KBOX is our fav hangout.haha.edward.mag.weichen.norton.ben.carlyn.jialing.siewping.carmen.karen.owyang.we will go out soon again k.=p

miss those times

so much so i have stayed there for 2.5 months.n i m back to school.haha
handling co. politics is fun!
going back to school.tot politics will end coz i tot the clinque should be form and stablize since yr 2.but changes!~ for good for bad!is a two way choice.watever it is jus be happy.frens come and go.i have mention that alot of times.haha.=p dun brood over them.no point! haha.you can have them now but the next moment u will realise they are gone.FOREVEr.haha.=p
KER and WEN weet!~haha
more open more fun more crap more topic.
the recent one was:-
imagine one day ya bf say this t0 you.
ur breast is small (i think that is still ok)
but when he add on ur breast is the lowest that i have seen (taking into consideration that once u give birth and breast feed they will sag).
I will go bang wall and die...
BAD KARMA" veri bad karma.
haha.the stock market.BEARISH n BULLISH.haha.we put on pratice wad we have learn.haha.=p
that's the onli fun thing in school.the rest are like typical.haha.=p

Lian hua's outing.celebrated zhen hui bday.cool but guess we have chose the wrong place.=p
then get myself update with thier life
are we planning on Cruise or malaysia trip.haha
all the best to yiyi n eugene(correct spelling)! love is in the air.haha.
i told her i will boardcast this name once i get back to school.but i haven
guess dun scare him too much!
saysay got her NUS letter le....but guess she prefer NTU coz nearer to my house right!
haha.
nevertheless,study watever u like.like wad i say.u might design some unique things n i market it for u then we earn big money together.haha.=p

NPCC- back to HKSS.feel so good.haha.especially being able to teach.i like wad i m doing!
new CIs coming in.yeah! kenneth and mark are my 1st batch of cadets and right now they are actualli holding the same rank as me.SATISFIED.
of couse not forgetting my LAO GONG- ah heng lin yu heng.haha.we get together on one evening (NPCC day's eve) during dinner wahaha.we were helping ms loy with the staff.then jus so that we got "married".haha.then pei chee say i got KE FU MING,coz the next day NPCC DAY parade.he lost his hp in the taxi.haha.
then she say when she acknowledge him as XIANG GONG.he din lost anything.so i m like kidna bring bad luck to him..haha.=p
we have to managed cadets with different attitude and sometime u realli feel like giving up.
u might get bored but dun let the passion die off.wad u have achieve in your cadet life, u should repay back! will work well together!

seen and heard alot of stories of pregnancy lately.word of advice is.if u are all out go ahead and play.but dun!!!!! get a baby.is easy.condom if u dun have skills! (haha).even on MRT they are adversting on condoms.USE IT!!!

dedicated to U.
Live for yourself.singlehood ain't that bad.afterall,like i say some man are jus mother fucker who play and forget.moreover is BOY at our age.dun let them led u.shuld be strong and lead their life.haha.=p easier say than done.but i hope no more foolish things.stupid things are meant for those with n0 brains.get a life.things ain't that bad afterall.u still have me....=p

lowest life form

2006-01-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

wahHah!~
recently i m a fan of my own tag board.
well.so much so that i have a good laugh like for the past 2 days

Attending family n youth
i tot i have heard quite a number of weird ppl doing weird things
but hey!
i got one tagging my board.

really kinda thank her or him or it for being so concern about me.
about my past relationship
well.guess she din really have a place to voice out IT's opinion.
i shall be good n let her do it on my tag board n entertain my friends!

anyway.something very interesting i heard my FNY lecturer say today
here it goes.
3 doctors determined that a man (lets call him Opa) will be dying in 3 months time because of cancer.
So since, Opa tot he only have 3 months left, he decide to have fun and enjoy life.
so for the 2 months.he went on crusing, he smoke the best cigar, he drank the best wine, he enjoyed his life to the fullest w/o worries n stress.
so went he came back.he got a death date from his doctor.n he started preparing his funeral n stuff like that.
however when he had another round of the Xray after the vacation n preparation.
HIS CANCER CELL ARE ALL GONE!!!
and he continued living for like another 10 years or so.
well miracle? biomedical effect?
haha.
well, maybe mr chan is trying to do the same thing n see if he can get the same effect.
But how on the hell, will he enjoy his life n be happy when the kids in school are always making him vomit blood n mary bay giving him so much work? haha
should have askk him to do some research on that before he try out.
i told my dad bout the story n told him the bottom line is to be happy n control the stress level.
coz i think he is going to have depression soon
hope this life n death kinda story can help him

and for your info
there is this psycho-neuro-immunology that make wonders
our brain will actually produce Serotouin and Dopamine (we so call chemical)
to lift up our mood.or rather make us feel happy
and research says that it will be greatly produced when u are IN LOVE or u Excerise.
N to those single.Good news!
Excercsing will actually produced the same amout of the chemical as when u are in love.
So no worries.we can live as happy.
haha.=p

And one more will be enodpmines.is sorta like a natural pain killer our brain will produced when u are happy.
unbelievable?
when u are injected with morphine it is actualli to increase the enodpmines produced and that way your pain will be relieve.
but now w/o medication jus being happy and luffing all the way can cure u
really worth trying!
so next time round when u fall n get injured
instead of growling n crying
try laughing out loud.maybe it will help!

Bottom line is Everyone please be happy! dun get upset by the morons n idiots around u.neither should u get upset or too stress up those exam papers.=p

Controlling

2006-01-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

WohoO!~
Thanks pals for the SUPPORT!
anyway.i m able to control my emotion recently le.
its going to be a sunny day for me again.

my feeling is like from

She Bu De (Cai Yi Lin)

http://mp3.baidu.com/m?f=ms&tn=baidump3lyric&ct=150994944&lf=2&rn=10&word=%C9%E1%B2%BB%B5%C3&lm=-1

to..

Mei Na ME Ai Ta (Fan Wei Qi)

http://mp3.baidu.com/m?tn=baidump3lyric&ct=150994944&lm=-1&f=1&word=%C3%BB%C4%C7%C3%B4%B0%AE%CB%FB

*Click the Link for lyrics.coz i can't figure a way out to make chinese characters show

both best describe how i feel!
especially mei na me ai ta!
whenever i have the urge to go back to him or call him.
I will play this song n woo~
it works damm well!
haha.=p
recommanded songs for healing.

Chinese New Year coming which also means Year End EXAM coming
Sian!~
the 2nd week of Feburary
WHOLE DAMM WEEK!~
wtf.

Neverthelss after that will be attachment straight!
cool!~
i m excited to meet those good people n morons in the working world
see war battling everyday
everyone stabbing one another behind
gossip from ear to ear
girls have sex with thier boss to get promoted.
haha
i dunno y i tot of that suddenly
guess is because my agent told me that in the insurance industry!
LADy Agent do that for commission!
wohhoo!~
CHEAP!
But they are still making their body to work.
at least they get the money
cannot say cheap.
coz they got what it takes to do it!
I dun have so...
still CHEAP
haha!~

it wuld be mine first work with pay
thou pathetic but still something
Waiting!~
I will sure complaint
So do get your ears ready for that!

A Different Feeling

2006-01-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

02060813
almost a week i broke his heart
i broke my heart
just because i can't commit myself for this relationship.
even though he showed me endless care and concern
letting me lead my own life
but i felt it was different
there was no communication no outing no patience for each other
or maybe it was me not giving him any chances to do so
So how can i even request for more when i dun put in my 100%

it was harder than i expected
i always tell ppl around me when they break up "the next one will be better"
i told myself that, but when it comes to bed time when all my projects are done my friends are not around, i begin to miss him miss the relationship.
keep asking myself if i have made the right choice.
always coming up with reasons to make myself feel better.
often failed.guess i really need time.1 year 7 months 1 day is not easy to let go!

i admit that i m alittle jealous when i see him n his ger fren picture (thou he claim she wants to take with him n i think they look compactable)
it was so different.i choose to let go but not completely.

he got me a new midium size bb tazzie n a bb tazzie pencil case
he said he wanted to win me back.
but i cooly say "aiyah dun waste time la"
i really hope i meant it
coz if i dun
i will be stabbing him again
haha

with him.i always tell my friends i can't do this i can't do that.i can't go here i can't go there
without him.i dun feel like doing or going anyhere he once forbid me to do or go.
i begin to not understand myself.
the life i wan seems to be different
crying behind some stupid laughter.
shut myself under the blanket
how optimistic!

well life isn't that bad after all.
at least i still got frens around me.
mentor encouraging me
projects filling me up
my oncoming sec one and the campcraft team to train well
more challenging planning to be done
exams coming up
attachment on the way
a new start!
a new begining!

i dun ask y ppl become frens (from a relationship)
so i dun like the idea of letting anyone noe y i n him became frens
cause i feel there is no point as its between two and not anyone can understand
if i feel u will understand i will tell you!
not dao.but i think is jus pointless

p.s Thank Pei Chee n Ms Loy for the concern when i was so lost!

the man-chan kok keong

2005-12-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

the man who taught me "no man is an island" & always asked myself "y not me?" when work it comes to work allocation.even till now i still use this 2 verse to educate my cadets and ppl around me.
the man who always entertain my crap when i go back to hong kah.
the man who nagged so much at me when i was doing my batik.
the man who said he will teach me how to make a ceremic pot.
the man who have taught me so many life principal.
the man whom i always laugh at his tummy and he will always say that it will be gone the next time i see him.
the man who promise to make a ceremic plate for us on next year teachers' day
the man who promise to invite us to his place for karoke session on new year.
the man who is gone.=s
one of my siant had gone up to the heaven to enjoy his life.
I went to his wake today.
I saw his picture
i saw his face
he look so different.
so different that i feel weird.
so different that i cannot control my tears.
i can't see his round tummy.
i can't hear his naggy voice.
I only see a man lying down there who dun look like him at all.
saw his wives.
one of them was my primary school teacher.
n his youngest wife.
was shit.
talking rubbish.
now i understand y he choose to filrt around.
his family dun even understand AT ALL.
he was a idiot.
a stupid one.
with the kind of knowledgeable brain he had.
he dun believe in western medication
he dun believe in doctors
he only believe that he is alright
till last week when he was admitted to hospital
and x ray shows that he got shadows (cancer cells) all over his body.
but for the 1st 2 days he still think is fine
happliy planning for his birthday that is on 261205.
planning where to go.planning where to sing his karoke.
and all of sudden he is gone on monday.
gone forever!
not be able to celebrate his bday that is so near.
how can someone be so idoitic!!
not even a last word for anyone.
who the hell will noe how to handle all his art pieces.
those pieces that he liked so much
those pieces that he dun even bare to sell aways for lots of bucks.
whenever i see him on the way home.i will call "mr chan.bye!" and wave so hard at him.
i did that just now
and hope he can feel my final bye to him
rest in peace mr chan.i will miss you!

birthday celebrations

2005-12-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

WohoooOO~~
Birthday celebration for xiao bao.big uncle.benjamin.my yi-fu (david)
noe what! more than 50 ppl came for the celebration!
is like so many people you dunno who n how to entertain!!

well it started off with helping my mum with the BLOODY shelves that is needed to be DIY.n it is really bloody cause both of us get cut n injured.WTH.=s
N went to work at my mum's stall.
After that,waited for my cousins n the preparation began!

there are lots of food n every other things!
50 ppl leh!
then nini n yiyi came to swim!
n that ninin came with so many cans of "yan yan" thinking she can cheat the kids for a "carrying seesion"
but after her swim.almost 3/4 of them are gone!=p
my little cousin came.n i gt to swim with them.!!
whohoOO~
no swim suit.just jump into the pool with my tee n shorts.
FUN!~~~
They are simply jus so adorable.

K my big uncle later came not noeing we are celebrating his bday for him!
so when my ah gim give him hong bao as present.
he motion a finger on his lips asking her to keep quiet
little did he noe my mum was standing behind him luffing.haha.=p

k.lets jump into the climax of the night!
the birthday cae cutting!
haha
first was big uncle.benjamin n david's
they had ang bao to take during the song!!!
how nice if i had on my bday!
anyway followed next was xiao bao' turn
he is so cute!!~~~
he was happily clapping and smiling (big big grin) when we sang the bday song
SO DAMM CUTE CAN!!
will show u guys the pic if i gt the chance!

after that.things start to tone down a little.
then lian hua's start to eat.haha
ningie brought along.x x qiong.qiong x x.x qiong x.haha.
well he intro himself as JASON.
fine gentleman.
alittle too shy.
well i saw something i shouldn't!!!
hummpph!! bribe me!!!
Bleh!!
think he is abit scared by our actions n questions!
got to get used k !

N thanks Lian Huas for helping us clean up the rest of the things!
well my mum was the busiest of the night.she have to run up n down to my place to steam the fish for them.n helping little kids change their clothes.n rushing to her work place to cook mee sua for my big uncle! she is superwomen man! Bleh!

well this bbq.think we spend a lot a lot alot of money!!
500-600 bucks n still counting!
but we have fun!
I love the night
n hope those who came also enjoy themselves!!!

sensitive nose

2005-12-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th Birthday Wendy (101205)May all your As come true!
wei hey!
no need to wait for 2 weeks i m blogging!

Well,after a great lot of fun with my lian huas!
i had a great time at jia hui's damm big hse for steamboat
with shumin.durga.johanna.yj.allan!
from buying all the way to clearing up! we do it all by ourselves!
hmmph.all excluding washing up by jh's maid.haha.
then gossip (again) with shumin n yj on the weay back.
when i m together with them.gossip become essential.haha!
Mates! i had fun.thanks for the night!

Completed FMA finally friday morning.
I skipped biz lect! oppS!
yesterday i skip MM n FMA (i have been skipping for 2 weeks coz of CC).haha!
I came home, I cleared my extremly!!!! messy room.
Of course nw i m having fun sneezing non stop.
Shit lah! Haiz.think i should consult a doctor for my nose! ARUGHH!!!

Anyway.think i will have fun later.
is a birthday celebration for XIAO BAO (my cousin) n My big uncle!
BBQ at my house.that's the reason y i must clean my room.if not y bother.haha.=p

Projects n more!
wish me luck!

happiness

2005-12-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

BOO!
was reprimand by my ah lian n ah huas for not updating my blog!
bleh! maybe i should update it every fortnight instead of once every month!
since so many ppl have found my blog n wan to know me!!
i mean my life!

recalling back, there is nothing too faniciful about my life.

well CC training started!
FUN!'
With the dirt.the pain.the triedness.the running.the singing.
n most of all the bond between the team!
weee....Hong Kah Campcraft ALL THE WAY! woosh!!

Then tons n tons of project coming along the way!
i m gald i get to work with different ppl in my class
true colours onli showed out during project time!
haha!
some are great.welll....some!!!.....
Nevertheless.we r still handling well!

Driving was fun!
my instructor AKA XH's instructor AKA Peter!!
He is 'FINE'.
just a little too old.a little talkative.a little go-toilet-too-many-time-to-smoke.alittle talk-to-himself.
other than that.he is FINE!!
But wad realli is distrecting is the metal wrist accessories that he have.that is a engraved that state "PETER LOVE JENNY"
what the hell!!!
haha
everytime i see i feel like laughing till i roll onto the ground!
opps!
i also have a ring that state the same things!
KARMA*

Finally, went out with the lian huas on 031205
had a great lota fun! cool!
met zhen hui's boyfriend!
indeed after so long the most Compatible one!
n ning also have a own happiness with her.X X qiong or X qiong X or Qiong X X.
cannot cal him the way she call him.so jus anyhow guess.
nini.still happily waiting for her tang mu si to come back.ever giving surprises to him!
Say hoon just finish her A level.Mentalli-FREE now!
so jealous* she is ever contented with her own life!
Yilee.like usual always take pictures of us n herselfe.always smiling so cheerfully!
May Happiness be with all of you always!
Seeing my girlfriends haveing so much laughter in life!
I m contented!
Anyway.we went to KTV-DINNER-CHAT
wooh!!!
fun is all i would say!

Want to noe more about the outing.
Click the following link!
www.passionelle.blogspot.com
www.ningie.blogspot.com
www.mymelodies.blogspot.com

nini: y u so lazy?
wahaha!!
bo bian!!
That's me!

Anyway if my hardcore blogger lian huas is hardworking enuff.
u guys might see a www.lianhua.blogspot.com soon!
haha!

p/s Saturday BBQ-ing is on.celebrating XIAO BAO birthday! See u gals K!

I will be after next week.so if anyone needs help.let me noe.cause other than going for cc training.i will be sleeping.
HQ shifting to CCK le.get me to help too k!
ALl enjoy!

Touched

2005-11-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

tonight was the sec 4 ROD nite!
cool.see all the kids coming back with nice dressing.
wohoo..they have all grown up!
all ready to extend their wings to fly to a greater heights!
i really have grown old.
the 1st batch that i took from sec 1.
grauduated!
really wish them all the very best!
having them say thank you to me.
make me feel so great.the sense of achievement was great.
that's wad i have always been looking for.
n it really motivates me to carry on with the juggling of NPCC n School
but what really touches me is the gift from mrs long n the other officers!

Stand up, Sit down
Stand up, Sit down
O spare my weary legs
I surrender now!

Firm as ever
Resting never
You train us to be a
Tip-top people

Despite the training
I could go astray
Tou would call me up
and set me straight

Many a times
We were too shy to say
How much we appreciate you
And glad that you would stay

Having a Problem?
Turn around
You have jus arrived
From your journey bound

Ever on call
Ever Ready
You set your priority
to be there, no maybe

The assuring face
The affirming nod
You are an anchor
To our units' future

Many a times
We were to busy to say
How we appreciate you
And glad that you would stay

Whole poem by the officers! and framed up nicely!
So touch!!!
more worth than the scarifices made!
if u are wondering why the 1st verse look so wierd.
here's the story.
I always made my cadets stand n sit n run from pt A to pt B and Pt B to Pt A dunno how many hundred times till they are able to do it at thier fastest speed.
Cause i always beleive that by doing this.it will bond them together.
alot of ppl asked, why u so NP siao.
Everything also about NP
Now i wuld tell u why.it is simply jus because they are my family.family that gives motivation.family that work so close together.family that bond will never break! I m happy to be part of this family.
is this motivation that always made me work extra hard just to see this cadets grow to beoming a better person
n how many CIs can actually get great officers like me?
Almost all the CIs i noe curse n swear their officers.
how many would have dinner or chit chat sessions with their officers
how many wuld have officers discussing about training with u late at night
and how many wuld have officers planning surprises on your birthday
I have it!
i m so fortunate that i get to work with great officers!
CAdets add colors to my life.though sometimes feel like vomiting blood.
nevertheless.at least after the nagging n nagging and calling n calling they turn alittle better.i have one of them entering into the school superstar.*cheers!
to my best ability i will serve the unit till the unit still wans me.
school work.boyfren.np which one more important?
of course NP la.bf come n go.n i can never remember my shcool work after exam or before exam.is onli NP related stuff can keep my mind awakes.
that's my priority!
specail thanks to HKSS NPCC!!

y have kids

2005-10-26T06:07:00.000+08:00

191005-the day sux!i started off from angry to concern then to worries n back to angry again.dun even let me her this verse "the M1 customer u have called is currently not avaliable.please call back later" i will curse n swear!!!
i feel the pain the parents had suffered.IT HURTS! n badly.my emotion took over me.i can't sleep i can't do my work properly.part of me was damm afraid that silly boy will do foolish things the other feel like slamming him against the wall.asking him "WHERE IS YOUR BLOODY BRAIN"
but is all over.past few days.he did reply me n all (out of the few 10s messages n 100 over calls.he replied 2 msg.how nice!.not e pt.all i wan to know is his safety).n i have calm down to realise that maybe he jus gt to learn the hard way.n is fated.but of all ppl.Y HIM.damm disappointed!
today.i went emotional again.he called but I MISSED his phone call.the only last chance i can speak to him.i actualli missed it.WAT THE HELL.i can't even do my project n i think i screw it up.
one month more before i can get back to him hard! boy!i swear i will make him cry n think!!!!
but that can only happen if he dun screw things up!
i m upset.can't imagine how his parents go thru this
i wuld have kill him if he is my son!
anyway.he is not that bad afterall.i jus need to brainwash him!hope it is nt too late!
really fucked up that i missed the call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$%%^^$#^&%&%#$%#$@#@

no topic

2005-10-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY PING YIE.MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! (191005)
was out with the usual ppl plus yi juan to celebrate ping yie birthday!
wad the hell we give hong bao for her bday!.haha.damm obiang la!
the this HQ campcraft committee suxs la.i like being invovled in an event
BUT all xiao hong's wife inside lah.wat the hell!
let ping yie suffer alone ba* wahaha!
i still like teaching the kids!
see how la!
anywya ms loy give the 3 flowers the footprint keychain.
so cute *thanks senior flower
and the 2 tree uncles can both of u dun be so petty.wahaha!
at NYDC eat till wanna puke.so full sia.think my diet plan can push even further le.so in the end dun even need to go on diet!
that's all for the nite!

Kids

2005-10-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS LOY WEI KIIN.MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.(111005)
was out with the old people.opps!! i mean older people who is young at heart.=p
idea was to celebrate ms loy birthday.=p
we had our dinner at chomp chomp.(like wad mel say.westerner got east to celebrate bday.then next time easterner will celebrate in the west!)k!.Ms lee is complaining bout tze jia being notti and all.but kids are like that lah.cannot blame them.coz before that while in dom's car.ping yie n me fight like two crazy kids in the back seat.taking dom's soft toys as weapon.hiting each other on the face.Haiz! wonder why are we like that.haha.=p then once we reach chomp chomp.dom n mel complain to ms loy that we fought in the car.n i jus tell her NO! we didn't.haha.like small kids trying to bluff their way thru.when they see thier mums with a cane.=p
After chomp chomp.we headed to punggol park?.think so la.some place where the laska is very nice(dom claimed).but before that.we are trying to hide the present from ms loy sight.SO BIG how to hide? haha.so we went to hide behing dom's back.assuming that he is big enuff to cover us.or rather the present.haha.=p LAME lah.
Ok at the park.we are still hiding.then i realise that xiao hong at thte age of 39 is acting like 19.haha.=p saying n doing lame things.=p
the most difficult task was not to hide the present(we couldn't hide it.so we jus take it as it is).the most difficult task was to light the 18 candles.it is so difficult that we need 4 person to light up those candles n transporting the cakes to ms loy.ok! n after the cake.we presented her the present.yie ping gave a long speech and gave a teddy bear.a teddy bear from dom's car.haha.n she like it.aiyah.like tt so happi le.zhao zhi dao.dun buy gift le.opps! no lah.we r not tht bad lor.we are frm the flower group leh!.in the end we gave her the cushion i brought n my pirated A3 snoopy card.haha.i think she like it lah.=p
then stayed there chit chat.=p
After that.off to home sweet home!i have fun!

trust

2005-10-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

betray trust!!!
some people do that to earn reputation.
while some do it because of friendship
an some because of BGR (wth.the world is so big cannot find one.must be so despo till betray ppl meh!!)haha! not my case!
i m one who is always trusted by higher authority! *hao Lian*
yah! they do trust me alot.from this 3 stopover it is clear enuff to see le.i can get supervivsor telling me "when i give u work.i dun have to worry at all.i can jus put my mind at ease.knowing best u will make it the best!" yes! and that's what i am.haha.earn de reputation not bootlick one lor.=p
recentli have been seeing lota ppl stabbing each other back so hard that it bleed badly.come to think bout it.it's rather scarli.imagine all my friends (or rather whom i call friends) start backstabbing me!! eerrrks!!
nevertheless life still goes on.i have seen ppl cry because of backstabbing cases.i really pity them but come to think bout it.
is it really thier fault or is it U who din realli do anything well-like?
moreover.secert are suppose to be kept rite.if u dun wan anyone to know.keep it to yourself then.y do u need to tell? ppl's mouth can't be shut.that's when u will see the kepo side of human!!
sadded.TEP is ending in 1 week time.haiz.all my frens made in this 3 stopover.i realli like them alot.and hope we can get together for lunh or outing even when classical start k!!they are cool ppl whom i trust!n no worries that i will betray u guys.if i would.i will do that long time ago.u guys are too cute to be stab!!.haha.=p
I have realli learn alot from TEP and i love it to the max lah.i dun wan to study!!
wake up man!! not up to me to choose.haiz!!
ARDC is rather busy.but i like it.everyday full of work to do.n learn from mistake.mistake n mistake.
"in ARDC.I m able to LEAD as a leader.Learn to overcome all diffculties n EXCEL as a team!" that's the quote i gave to MR tan.haha.n i m doing it.for the rest of my life whenever i go.coz is LEO (LEAD EXCEL OVERCOME).HKSS NPCC annual camp term!
and one more discovery.i think i m a patient person.coz thru this SSC Project.i realise that everyone is grumbling so hard xcept me.i still cna tahan.hmm...not too bad ar.*claps for myself.coz i din go around scolding people like i will last time.wahaha.=p
*note.TPK is not some important person.it is jus some thiny winy small fish in NYP.opps!! Karma!!
Build trust n dun destroy!

Fruitful Week

2005-10-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

~BACK!!
For the past one week.I have been occupied.=p
Think I am slowly getting back to my old life.
Everyday full of adventure n fun instead of slacking!
*HAPPY SMILING*
Well,lets start off from
sunday!
HAPPY WEDDING LAWERENCE N CRYSTAL!!!
May both of you be sweet n loving for very long (i normally dun blive in forever la.so very long is good enough le)
Well.they had their wedding "dinner" held at CS chatlet.rather creative idea.but atmosphere wasn't really fantastic.But afterall,as long as the 2 are happy that good enough!
Monday
the start of my block leave!
I went to help my mother at her stall!!*so guai right!!
Tuesday
I came back to school for a meeting on the SSC project! Wow!I WENT TO SCHOOL ON MY BLOCK LEAVE!
well this show that I am rather interested in doing this client project n want so much to get involved if not i wun even have bother!!
Wednesday
I went back to school for like 9 hours to do some handover kinda thing!!
Then went over to taka to meet my ah lians n ah huas!! NINI BELATED BIRTHDAY *for like 1 month ago!=s
as usual.FUN! n we concluded that either say or nini will get married first!so cool!can't wait for the day where all my ah lians n ah huas get married!
I love them la!
Thursday
I went to help my mum!
then to HQ at night n stayed all the way to 3AM
this night really show me the importance of friends! n wad frens are for!
the 3 flowers n 2 trees plus magarin boy!
cool people!great friends!
Friday
Poor trees woke up 3 hrs earlier than the 2 flowers for work!
then keep on complaning n complaining n complaining.OPPS!
OFFICER DAY
see lame people doing lame things
see stupid people doing stupid things
see bi-lok making us do unneccessary things n making everybody so unhappy (that's when i complain bout my supervisors.human with no brain or funny brain cause they can't think properly!)
shit la!
TPK.bloody bastard.opps!!.i learnt that world is unfair.n noe y some ppl can climb so high without any skills or talent!
dissapointed thou!
saturday
help mama!!for whole day!!
Sunday
Help mama
do survey!
i do cheat alittle la
Coz really damm sian can!
haha! slowly getting back my life
n he had learnt to give me the freedom i want.
more freedom to come!!~

*saints*

2005-09-14T16:01:00.000+08:00
was out with miss loy.yie ping.xh.dom.mel for dinner at holland v and then for a drink (coffee) at clementi.it was suppose to be a session for me to share alot of stories.but i forgot about what i m suppose to tell.n of coz as ususal.GOSSIP again! n alittle complain la.=p
the last part we actualli tok about how i used to adore MR RAZAK n ended up to hate him.long story.hard to explain also but at that moment.MRS ong actually came into my mind.i remembered her visiting me in the dentention room asking me whether i had lunch anot.and offered to actualli get something for me to eat.kaoz.*so touch can at that moment.n she is the one who tell mr chee that i need to help her with some work n save me from wasting my time in the detention room.she is the one beside me making me luff when i was crying like hell because of the incident lor n she accompanied me till after school hours.kaoz~ i miss her!!!!
i always tell my friends.i have a very lucky or rather fortunate life.coz in my life i actualli meet alot of "GUI REN" who i also named them as saint.they really groom me to a better person and smoothen my roads alot.
MRS RATNA RAJ.my primary school teacher.i think i m the only one who dares to make fun of her tok to her in very rude manner lah (still rmber i used to call her lion head).she always give me opportunities to groom me as a leader.i m just like her PA lah.anything also ask me do.she trusted me.n i realli learn alot from her.i m blessed to have her in my primary school life.
*she loves to pinch me on my cheeks.
MRS KAREN ONG.mentioned above.but thats not the onli reason lah.she really dote on me alot.n i can make fun of her n i loves to speak to her in mandrin.coz her mandrin accent very funny lor.but in the end she will still force me to speak in english coz she thinks my english sucks lor (no need to think actually.is true).she rocks my secondary 1 & 2 life.
*she too love to pinch me on my cheeks
MR CHAN KOK KEONG.ppl might think he is jus a old man who loves to nag.but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!.he is not.watever he says really give me a real great knock on my head n change my mind set.he had given me lota advise on everything.n i realli think he is veri knowledgeable and fun to be with.cause i can make fun of him n he dun mind!
MR WONG EIK KIAT.ok lor.miss loy says she (wang da ma) dote on me the most.ok lor.actually quite true lah.i tok to him like no respect like that.but he also ok with it.i think he is the one who always snatch and reserve all the oppunities to showcase my leadership la.N that make me fall and become a better person.but he is like changing leh.dun feel really close to him any more.but i hope the old eik kiat will be back soon (opps!!.yah i always call him eik kiat that time)
lastly.MISS LOY WEI KIIN.i think she likes me coz i nv spelled her name wrongly when i was in sec 1.haha.no need to say lah.i think my previous entry also say alot of things about her.all i can say is that.she plays the biggest part in moulding me to what i m today.if u like me.thank her.if u dun like me blame her.wahaha.=p
ACtually.towards them i dun treat them like a mentor.i think when i tok to them.it will pissed many ppl off.thinking "why this ger tok to teacher like that one.so rude" but thats me.THANK YOU TEACHERS! (think this entry shuld be posted on teachers day ba.haha)
well.thats primary n secondary school.but come to poly.all mentor sux la.maybe i haven met one yet.but i think they damm fake lor.=s sadded

*breaking up*

2005-09-13T07:23:00.000+08:00
me:Eddy.I breaking up soon
Eddy:From CC2 u tell me u wan to break then to event u also say u breaking up soon till now in BPOS (he in bpos i in ARDC) you still saying u breaking up soon.

me:Amanda.U breaking?
Amanda: y u see me everytime ask me same question one.then i must ask u le.
me: (without hesitation) SOON!
Amanda: FROM CC2 sia
me: Eddy amanda said the same thing as u
Eddy: yah lah! from CC2 u say u wan a break up!

I think if i would to tell say hoon the same thing.she will proberly say "wo ting guo hen duo ci le leh".(i hear damm lota time le leh).coz since i started about 3 months i have been telling her that!

but now look at the situation.i m still struck.haha.
said is easier than done.
got ppl in love till like tt one meh?
m i really in love or jus for the fun of it.
we both noe that the ending is no ending.then y are we still together?
read ppl's blog saying that i wan to marry and become MRS. watever (hello.their relaionship only about 1 year plus n they plan to get married le?)
What the hell!!!!
the sweetness in relationship had faded away as months goes by.wad is coming up is reality we got to faced.sadded...=s

*bitch session*

2005-09-07T23:29:00.000+08:00
jus a short one.came across this blog.
y do some CIs only wan to have fun themselves.
y do they think that scolding cadets is such a honourable things
do u really scold coz u want the cadets to learn or u scold because u wan to let everyone know that u are capable or tough?
y do some CIs plan camps jus to takan cadet.and have fun themselves
ain't our motive to let the cadets learn?
haiz.y is there such CIs around?
i tot at our age.we should be able to think.to look at things from more than one side and to talk sense rather than scold?
i dun understand them!
feel free to give comment!

*Boyfriend VS Boy-friends*

2005-09-07T08:59:00.000+08:00
sad to say.love is selfish.cause whenever you are invovled in a relationship.your friends (of the opposite sex) gets lesser and lesser sometime even gone.i jus feel sick bout it but i m actually practicing it.wth.=s
nevertheless.i still have friends who stood by me.a friend who is still willing to befriend with me.even noeing that i m so-call (zhong se qi you).behind him i jus feel like going out with my friends freely.jus because i once like him doesn't mean i will fall back for him.y can't he understand??.sick.but that the sacrific to be made i guess.but still WHY? ~paranoid
hmm.yesterday was a funny-enjoyable-yet-mulu outing with me beloved friends.jh.gaga.yj.damm funny lah the whole trip but damm tiring lor.either we have to lower yj's noise.or we have to talk (shout) louder than him.haha.and finally i get to see durga's boyfriend.damm cute la they.nose touch nose scence.act gentle only.i should have shown her bf the video i took earlier in ARDC.the fight between the girls.=p BK followed by half a waffle made my clothes smaller today.neoprints follow up.a terror experience.first time in my life i have too neoprint in such havoc and chaos sitution.shouting all over the place like market like that.but i bet i will have more of that.haha.SM u r the best! i m simply in love with them lah.haha.
night time.sick sian.y must he always do that.he is soon leading me insane.i feel like a goner with him or rather with his fuck temper and attitdue.i jus feel like giving up yet i m afraid.i dunno how far or extreme he will go.i m jus afraid.the sweetest part of him is always not in my mind to control me whenever his temper arise.he will go crazy.n i will soon be like him.time to let go? i dunno.i need help.but i dunno from who or from what.~suckz
amanda.can we talk soon?

*experience*

2005-09-05T10:04:00.001+08:00
*experience is created by bad judgement*.agree!
when back to hong kah on friday to meet my lian huas.pauline and xiuli.purpose was to take a look at those teacher and see if they are still alive.apparently. they are still alive and kicking well.=p
have a short talk together.and we talk about boyfriends.as ususal we will gossip about our boyfriends ill treating us.N me and nini actually share the same boyfriend.opps! i mean boyfriend of the same characters.i pity her jus like how i pity myself.wahaha!!~ they are both egoistic.abusive.and jeaously freak.plus plus plus.they are flirts.haha.not to a extend that they will find gers but they jus love to make fun of gers.WTH.but i m fine with it.=p the most important factor concluded is they are from the TAY's family.haha.anyone who read my blog and happen to have a boyfriend who surname is TAY.let me noe if he got the above sydrome.haha.=p
sometime i jus wonder.y m i still with him? haha.thats a issue i cannot understand and jus hope i dun understand.=p is being with him a bad judgement? well.will see if it turns out to be a experience.haha.=p
have finally complete my survey thingy.thats mean i can take leave and go back to NP.things dun seems quite ok back in NP.but i will act to in asap.
guys and gers watching nude pictures together.haha.no funny feelings.think at this age of mine sex porn all this things are actually normal.but that is bad.cause it might led to unwanted pregency.=p be sensible k!if really cannot tahan.plz take safety precaution!
yah! i made sandwhiches for ray on the 15th month birthday.no chey! please.coz i think it taste good and he is happy.=p

*New Friends.Old Friends*

2005-09-01T09:04:00.000+08:00
phew!~damm long ever since i login to blogger to type a entry.for those who are faithfully waiting for my gossip.Sorry to keep you guys waiting.=p
well.let me just update on myself first before i start bitching a.*KARMA.=p
this past one month (august) was a i-got-no-bucks-left kinda month.
Happy Birthday Raymond.
Happy Birthday Say Hoon.
Happy Birthday Melvin
Happy Birthday Hanah
Happy Birthday NINI
Happy Birthday Fang Min
Happy Birthday Raymond's Mom
Nevertheless.i was happy to know that they enjoy thier birthday very much.haha.=p
From EMRS i went over to ARDC.poor us.now gotta go down to SSC everyday to do the dumb survey.but i was lucky enough to actually got clementi.haha.=p
Due to all this shit.i have not gone to any parade.i m upset.there is certainly a big gap to catch up with my cadets.I sms HAppy Teachers' Day greeting to all those teachers i know.and this is how mrs long reply."thk u.miss u at out parade.when can we see u again" i was like.so MA LU can.haha.but then i will surly go back when the SSC thing settled.I miss NPCC.I miss teaching.haha.=p
Mr peter Cheng finally propose to MRS PETER CHENG on mount K.haha.though pei chee say very typical of him but then i think is sweet lah.haha.and MRS Cheng answer also veri cool leh "sURE".haha.no wonder they can be together like so damm long.anyway peter cheng blog is a very educational one.jus got to know that the top blog is some cheapo despo girl's blog.so lame.i rather u guys read cheng's blog.at least there is some eye opening picture.=p
In EMRS.i really meet real cool friends.sm.jh.durga.xin yi.this 4 rocks my days in EMRS.haha.they are cute and innocent.haha.seeing them fight like no tommorrow.i just think is cute lah.haha.=p I love you guys.and u guys rox.! (wad sm and jh always say) well not forgetting my slightly older friends.haha.manda.eddy.thou now we dun really mix together.but jus to let u guys noe that i still love u guys.haha.and manda we have hell lota bitching sessions to catch up yah! haha.=p
My lian huas also rocks.from them i see wad is real friendship.its been since secondary school and yet when we meet up.we are still as close.ah hui improved by baking a orange cake for say say's birthday *yummy. n she even made a card for her.haha.*well.some flash back: she used to spoil the birthday card with her gretting*.n now she actually made a card.haha.so sweet of her.to all the lian huas.your exams are coming.do well in it.if there is any other thing (apart from studies) that i can help.gotta let me know k.dun stress yourself up when u need to talk.haha.=p i can throw bf one side de.opps.haha.=p
mel's birthday was a hoo-ha also.*fun.haha.it a coasta sand chalet.there we have room full of police and the other full of ah bengs.so cool lah.but there is no fight leh.haha.saded.haha.=p the HOs are best at BBQ leh.we got the refine Alger who sit down to BBQ satay.and a magarin boy who can do his job without any complaints.haha.well.when all NPCC ppl get togeher.is jus plain fun.haha.even thou we jus sit down and talk.haha.but like wad dom say.nv let all the NPCC ppl sit in the circle.coz wad follow next will be a campfire.and indeed they started.luckly i manage to put a stop.if not.i think they sing till no tml.was rather suprise to see christina there.haha.i bet she was shocked to see me there ba.haha.think she will nv ever think that i m tat close to HQ staff.haha.N N N xiao hong got a girlfriend.a...boyfriend? girlfriend? haha.jus some wierd guy who keep pestering him.haha.not bad ar u.last time si nai xa shou now is gay xa shou.=p I miss going to HQ.haha.i miss the ppl there.i miss the fun there.=p
another entertainment last month.the KING KONG.haha.*i m sure i will get KARMA for saying this.but i dun care.i wan to let u guys know that alot of funny ppl realli EXIST in this world.haha.this ger.a 22 years old ger.with all her fats.she wore damm sexy to school (fashion disaster) she some time wore tube of stripe.haha.we will wear office skirt and wear till like jus below her breast.how cool rite.and a over knee length skirt.she can shake her leg till its like a mini skirt.haha.she also open her legs real wide.i dunno for wad reason.additonal to that,she pluck her armpit hair in class.dig her nose and throw wads in her nose on the table.wads more.she wilkl occasionally skretch her armpit and touch her boobs n her little sister.wat the fuck rite.so freaking disgusting lor.haha.and worst is she claim that she is been molested or rape (i can't rmber)7 TIMES by the same guy.judge yourself a.haha.=p she got no fren.she is alone.but who on earth will befriend with her??? is really like oh my god lor.and rite now she is talking to herself.7th months? haha.=p
gossip ended.haha.my boyfriend is currently working a t cold storage great world with his xiao lao po (the ger that likes him for like years).haha.i have no problem with him working there.coz i really hope he understand that whenever i go to my NPCC activities or male friends.it is nothing but juz chilling out N do work.haha!but once he start work.due to tirdness.we have been fighting.always laned us into veri bad situations.nevertheless.hope things will get better.haha.=p
all to have fun.=p

*K-Boxing*

2005-07-24T14:23:00.000+08:00
was out with my lian huas for kboxing.so fun.so damm fun LOR.haha.meant to be belated celebration fo yiyi.haha.well.we sang all the way from 8pm to 230am.with that zhen hui around.laughter filled the air.lame crap.she have it all.u rox man.haha.have a mini WWE with ning.haha.i jus simply love my group of girls.haha.=p
once i reach home.i bathe.i read ppl's blog.i have to change again.
National Heritage Trail.got to reach suntec before 7.as ususal.Miss Ong will be sleeping when i sms her telling her i might be late.kaoz.she is forever like that man.haha.can someone be her alarm clock.haha.of is cab agian.think the 3 flowers kana influence by ms loy le.nearly every events we go.we will be taking cab.haha.BROKE le.haha.i wan to work.but i m too lazy.haha.ray's fren work jus because she wan to get him a birthday prezzie.haha.should i do some soul searching.haha.or juz congrate him for having such good "fren".haha.anyway i sincerly wan to work.to get some cash.i realise i m too dependent on my parents le.that resulted to no management with my money.i dun save.and that is bad.haha.=p
anyway.i m damm tired now.gotta catch come sleep these 2 days.cause i have to start school on monday le.haha.=p
[[lian huas]]

*Boyfriends*

2005-07-18T10:29:00.000+08:00
Happy Birthday Ms Law Yi Lee.May all your wishes come true.stay pretty and cute
was out with the HQ staff on thurs for Rice Table.okok la the food.haha.but thanks guys for the prezzie.yie ping if u like the shirt u can buy it k.i dun mind.haha.=p
ker han's girlfriend went.so when is DOM's wife joining us.? haha.warning to xiao hong.if u ever have the 5 freaks as ya girlfriend.haha.they are not allow to join u hear that.haha.=p
hmm.these few days.lota ppl have been bitching about their boyfriends.haha.sometime i juz dun understand.since u are are so unhappy with him y not just break up.instead of grumbling everyday.wahaha.i m toking bout myself.is jus so weird feeling that always stop break up.haha.whatever it is.all must enjoy your life k.haha.=p
well.today went to the DAniel;s house for my car licence.haha.they actualli have theory and advance lesson taught in the house.must attend about 4 to 5 lesson each.so cool.haha.and plus a 30 hrs pratical it will cost only $950.think is cheap ba.haha.anyway.thos who learn in driving center.u are also considered as learning under a private coperation.they are a japan company.haha.therefore.anyone interested to learning driving.look for me yah.haha.=pxiao hong.pratical learning will be $24/hr.haha.call the uncle la.he veri nice one.haha.i going lesson on tuesday nite.see if u wan to follow to register.haha.=p
[[boyfren should make u happy]]

*blessed*

2005-07-09T13:30:00.000+08:00
happy birthday shannie.may all your dreams come true.haha.=p
i m blessed.veri blessed.=p
Dreamt of DAVID BECKHAM the previous previous nite.haha.sweet.but he is too far to be mine.wahaha.=p wanting to go blood donating yesterday.but the blood test show that i have low iron.WTF.haha.do i look as if i m low in iron.sobz.wanted to do something meaningful on the last day of 17 also cannot.haha.=p
yesterday was a surprise.went tanglin mall with my lian hua club and they suprise me with

.LIAN HUA PRODUCTION.

. A3 size birthday card.

a A3 size big birthday card with wonderful design.*so touch*
went to spagadies.fun eating with them.it had been a real long time ever since i have been with them.we are still the same old us.LIAN HUA ROX.and i love them.noeing there is someone who is celebrating birthday.the manager there came out with 2 tiramisu cake and 2 used candles dunno from where.(but it is enuff).haha.asked my name.i told him PEI SHAN.but he insisted on calling me PI SHAN.so i was like.hmmm.....haha.n not forgetting.he scare the whole club with his VERY LOUD.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.and the song continue.haha.*BLESSED*Anderson ice cream follow next.thank you.ning.say.nini.ah hui.yiyi for the effort spent on the card.i really love it very much.haha.i love you gers.*CHEERS LIAN HUA* not forgetting charminine and benjamin.=p
today in school.morning surprise again.i went out of my project room and see my CC2 mates as usual.but.there is a cake and a t-shirt.*SURPRISE*.i din xpect them to celebrate my bday with a cake.haha.and the t-shirt are not normal one.is a custom made one that look like

.frontview.

.backview.

haha.they make me wear it and walk around.not veri embrassing.just that i dun wan to dirty it so i keep telling them to give me back my t-shirt so i can change back.haha.ameline soh.came to "distrub".they ignored.and we shifted place.haha.*BLESSED*i love the shirt very much guys.thanks.thank you A-man.eddy.fang min.aloy.banu.felica.alvin.cindy.CRM CC2 ROX.=p anyway thanks aman and eddy for telling the whole world it is my bday yah!.haha.thanks banu for the earrings.haha.=p
thank you wendy and kerlyn for ya prezzie.hmmm...haha.guess wun be wearing it till i have a flat tummy ba.and thanks wendy for trying.haha.=p
left at 1.back to hong kah.parade as usual.Passing out parade for the sec 4.coolz.the batch i have took since they are sec 1.great indiviuals.wish them all the best for their future.and i thought i onli went to wang da ma and ask him to shake my hand and say happy birthday.but after parade.when i want to give debrief to the sec 2.i was stopped.first is YIE PING.saying she wan to give debrief.and asked me to wait.then i was like? wat is yp gonna do with sec 2? haha.but i din realise anything.so i jus walk slowly towards the officers behind the flag pole.then saw this cute little round face running to mr you for lighter.please lor.is so obivious le.haha.but i act dunno la.haha.then all the cadets wallk towards the canteen.i tot they are going for a mass debrief.then.came wang da ma.asking me to make adilah type out the script saying it will be good for refernce.i was like.the script is so shitty.but he say nvm.of coz nvm lah.coz he dragging time mah.haha.after talking to him.SALLEH.asked me a damm stupid question.the thought of him trying to stop me from going to canteen.make me luff.but i still manage to answer his question.haha.=p *CUTE*.after his part.i walk towards the canteen.this time round.MUHAHA.stop me.haha.he drag me back outside NP room and ask me how i feel about the parade and lalala..haha.but i still entertain him.after his part i went to the canteen.haha.i saw Mrs long lighting candles le.but still in the process.so i went up and say.shall i do a replay.and YP drag me all the way back outside NP room again.FInalli.haha.i m able to go near my cadets and was surprise to see 2 cakes.and of coz a veri loud and cheerful birthday song.*BLESSED*the whole process is damm cute.and i realli appericate what they have done.and Mr YOu specially went out to the cake shop during the POP to buy the cakes.BLESSSSSSED*.haha.thank you so much to mr you.mrs long.wang da ma.ms leong and ms wong.my dear CIs.yie ping.pei chee and salleh(thanks for ya big mac).haha.and not forgetting my 200 odd cadets.(realli happi with the improved attendence today).and of coz cake fight followed.=p
Finally.a wonderful meal with my dearest.*BLESSED* sweet.haha.but damm bloated.his tummy came out.opps.haha.i love him.haha.=p Thank you dear dear.=p
other than those i have mention above.like to give thanks to papa.mama.wk.xh.mel.dom.ben.benson.ah yi.leong.clarence.and those passer-by who wished me HAPPI BIRTHDAY.thank you all so much for making my 18th birthday so wonderful.haha.i love u guys.and may all your dreams come true.haha.=p
BLESSED STOMACH-i had 5 cakes to cut this birthday and i had 3 birthday songs this year.haha.so happy.wahaha.=p IM LUCKY.to be surrounded by wonderful bf.club.frens.officers.=p
anyway.xh.wk.pc.yp.mel.dom.we will have another belated celebration dun we.haha.xh n wk dun forget my birthday song ar.haha.=p
[[cherish the people around u.coz they are the one who bring smiles to your life]]

*pre birthday gift*

2005-07-06T09:08:00.000+08:00
wahahahaha.the guy from my poster appear rite infront of me (not veri near thou.but it is enuff).haha.the birthday gift from lian hua few years back.DAVID BECKHAM poster.still on my wall.and today.he came NYP.i saw him.CHARMING~ in his whole white sports wear.oh my god.haha.pre birthday gift sia.look like i wun be having karma this whole week.wahaha.lucky lucky lucky.wohooo~.weeet..david beckham.
the adventurer.MR KHOO SWEE CHIOW came too.haha.the man who climb mount everest and going for a swim across english channel.also appear.SALUTE HIM for what he have done.this man will die with pride and honour man.haha.coolz.haha.he left with this few code that i think is real cool.will add in to my coaching next time.haha.=p
[[courage is the power to let go familiar]]
[[desination is merely a rest point between the end of a journey and the begining of others]]
[[endure your failure for five minutes.enjoy your success for five minutes.after that move on with life]]

*teaching*

2005-07-03T13:18:00.000+08:00
hmm.it happen that on friday things are turning out better with my events group.well lets hope for the best.=p
today marks the 13 months of relationship with ray.normal.but enjoyable.haha.=p
went to teach my little cousin who is primary one this year.well.the content is of coz easy.but is the teaching that is challenging.coz kids have short attention span.that's y they will lost interest in whatever u are teaching very fast.the real challenge is to keep them interested with the stuff that u plan to teach.haha.=p
the oc from bvss say i can become a teacher.(judge by the way i taught the sec 2 gadget making).never have i thought that i will go into teaching as career.haha.but i do enjoy sharing what i know with ppl.that's y when my cadets actulli gain some knowledge from me.i m happy.veri happy.haha.=p
under my frenster pic got bday cake le.haha.age 18 is getting nearer.n i m excited about it.haha.my car licence finally.haha.sec 4 passing out parade is on my bday.really gald.this is the batch i have taken since sec 1.i have watch them grow.and fall.just wan to wish them all the best.they are great indiviuals.=p
anyway.i miss lian hua.arugh.hope can meet up with them real soon.
[[teaching give u great sense of achievements]]

*slack*

2005-06-28T22:25:00.000+08:00
arugh!!!! events sucks to the core (hmm..to rebecca.it is CORE not CALL.haha).i think is the group i m in.blame myself for nt able to peak them up.but seriously i m going down the drain....BREED me man.haha.i m not DOing IT.i m BREAKING my life away.SLACK.i need encouragement.i need ms loy to talk some sense into my brain.i need someone to push me.if i nt i m realli gonna waste my life.THAT IS NOT MY STYLE.BREED i dun wan to slack
haiz.feel so difted away from hkss npcc.arugh.i can't go back.i miss my cadets.able to teach them and cultivate them into a better and thinking person make my life seems so wonderful.the sense of achievement is great.recently the coming back of the 2 girls caused quite a big hoo-ha.nevertheless.i think it still wun create chaos in the unit.hope wang da ma is in his right mind.and congrate him for becuming the father of 2.a baby girl.haha=p
creating lota karma recently.haha.coz i m always so interested on the life of those ppl i dislike.pin pointing them have been hobby.KARMA.anyway juz want all to take more notice on those u loved and not those u dislike.coz being a human.esp girls.we like to bitch.and many a time we show too much concern to those we dislike.haha.=p so show more concern to ya frens and love ones.
talking about blog.this blog is rotting.haha.i m becuming lazier and lazier each day.haha.anyway the frenster blog thingy is getting on my nerves.haha.each time someone blog.they will send me a email.any ways to stop it? it is so irritating.haha.=p have been reading ray's ex blog recently.haha.she is really still in love with him.haha.is like after 3 years.haha.and their relationship only last for like 27 days.haha.but not only her lah.there is another ex of him who indirectly still express her love towards him.haha.and another poor ger.who did so much things for him from sec 3.STUPID.haha.for him.she enter to the course he took.haha.and now.happy enuff.she got to the same class as him.still doing things for him.haha.can even daydream that he send her home after her work.haha.cute ger.come to think about that.should i be thankful that i have him by my side.haha.or izzit jus because of Jeaously that they still like him (manda vs xa qi.haha).i think that's life ar.that's y u must learn to cherish what you have.coz when u dun have it.u wan it more than anything.
PEI SHAN get a life man.haha.hope i will be able to get back my to my usual life by next week.cause i wan my bday to be a fun and nice one.
sad to say.i m pretty upset with all the things i m doing now.i m down.=s
ms loy.talk to me!!!!.haha.=p
[[do wat u are suppose to.and u answer to all]]

*man's voice*

2005-06-20T23:18:00.000+08:00
wahaha.i sound so macho.was back from area 18 atc camp last nite.and i really sound like a man now.haha.=p
wasn't as bad.at least me and pei chee nv find fault with others in the camp.and we have actualli found a group that have the same enermy as us.coolz man.haha.CIs was not the main problem.even now i feel tt sebes is ok.the rest are not bad.i only freak them off by saying i want them to bring me for land exp all the time.even thou it is like 11 plus at nite.wahaha.=p
well.sec 2 side.the OIC damm freaking idotic and lame and funny.bloody piss off by them.arugh!!!.nearly lose my CIship that nite.lucky got yie ping to control me.haha.damm him!.want to punish my cadets for some freaking lame reason.wad the hell.and this fucking sec 4 nco from bvss.who the hell he think he is.i wun let anyone see him in CI course.NEVER.coz he dun even have the basic respect for his own CI.his ego is too high up in the sky.and simply wun take in words from other.shit!
but this time round this camp not bad.we break camp very earli.but waited for the bus for like 1 hr plus.haha.things was smooth thru out the camp.cis some sort get along.i mean although some thou.but overall.i have fun.=p
[[respect]]

*fuck them*

2005-06-17T12:40:00.000+08:00
happy birthday ong pei chee.may all your wishes come true.=p
last nite meeting was a drama.bloody hell comment on the last debreif.freaks get ya mind clear yah.if u can't even stay up late to hear feedback.then dun be a CI.even my cadets attidue is better than u.especially the log head.miss xiao ying.dun show attidue.now u noe how easy it is to be a log school le ba.u ain't pretty so stop acting like a queen.bastard bitch.cannot even look at the person from the front view when u tok.trying to act ah lian ar? wat have u got? sebes? he is juz a arragont freak with no brain and responsibility.
jus dun understand y some ppl cannot tok properly.must they put out the i-m-more-experience-than-you face.wtf.u are only older.but ur thinking is worst then my cadets.opps.its an insult to my ppl.haha."KARMA for swearing".but hu cares.haha.i m not afraid that she will poison my food.wahaha.coz loy hong mel is bringing in chicken for us on sat.wahaha.
well guys will be off to ubin till sunday.do take care of yourself yah!
miss dear dear.=p
[[respect ppl before u wan them to respect u.fuckers]]

*love*

2005-06-14T00:27:00.000+08:00
wahaha.my stupid brother who went to china lost my camera.what the fuck.is onli yesterday morning i sent him to the airport then he lost it the nite.haha.but i was cool about it.coz no point make a fuss out of everything when the camera cannot be found.wahaha.
y is man so difficult to be contented? haha quoted from the sms ray's ex send him.haha.the ger with extra thick make up.according to her she broke up with her him.coz him has a affair outside.haha.and ray did the same things to her the other time.i think the problem lies in her rather the the guys yah!
haha.when a man can't be contented with one.it just mean that the ger is not giving enuff.it apply same to gers having affairs outside.this is wad we call LOVE yah!.selfishness is part of love.during the honeymoon months.you can accept or give up anything for your partner.but after that.you got your own life to think about yah!.
i always believe 1314 3344 is rubbish.forever will never happen yah!.haha.is not that i dun believe in true love.but in the real world.we gotta be realistic yah.no matter how many I LOVE U you say.it will somehow turn to I HATE U soon yah.the more u love.the more haterd there will be.haha.
break ups are normal.jus treat it as an experience and move on with life yah! dun cry all your heart and soul out and start blaming the whole world.dun commit suicide.be modern yah!.nowadays nobody do that because of love.do it and u realli dun deserve to be pity.
anyway PPT ain't creative yah! haha.=p
[[forver love.think again]]

*Criticism *

2005-06-09T09:12:00.000+08:00
ok.NG was Criticize because of her 5 cm thick make up.she was good enuff to change her look the next day by not putting any.and she really look more beautiful and refreshing.sometime i just don't understand why ppl make a big fuss out of everything when ppl criticize them.i noe it is not nice to hear.but if you take it the other way.they are actually giving you comments on how u can look better isn't it.coz watever you wear is for them to see.not for yourself.same goes.if u wear all the low cut or short shirt skirt.watever.isn't it to catch ppl's attention? so when ppl look at u.why do u still say they are prevert? that is how i feel.i mean if they dun even look at u.what is purpose of u wearing? if u doll and dress up yourself.u are meant to be look at.it wuld be too sad if no one even notice you.=p Take in criticism.it wuld change u to a better person or better looking person.there are bound to have some fault in you when ppl give thier criticism yah."Hate to be criticize"-to me this thinking is far too shallow yah.if u are so perfect and loving.why wuld one to criticise you? so wad if u are a model where u have lots of professionals who will make u look good.not being humble will not bring u anywhere.because u will be onli struck in your nutshell and think u are so damm good!
be it praises or comments.take it in.and change for better yah!
was out with say say for awhile yesterday.haha.saw louise working at jewellery shop.wahaha.y do teenages who are not studying always struck in jewellery shop? haha.alot to earn meh? haha.anyway please do go back to study yah! in singapore without cert.u wun get far.and jewellery shop wun feed u for long yah!
[[be humble be cute]]

*bibi tazzie*

2005-06-05T10:06:00.000+08:00
one more bibi tazzie on my bed.a ULTRA big one.those u see at shop like mini toon.wahaha.i love it.i love baby taz.i juz love the way he smile.haha.so cute.if all the people around me could juz give me a smile like his.life wuld be so wonderful.haha.thanks dear.i m over joyed.haha.the thought of him and kun hua going around with the big toy makes me want one to luff but at the same time.TOUCHED.haha.jus imagine two big guy holding a toy going back all the to jurong from suntec.haha.and trying to avoid meeting his gerfren at suntec.
mention ealier.thursday nite was out at suntec with xiao long group.haha.he was there.but he lied to me say he is in jurong.all because he wan to avoid me.kaoz.haha.i m touched.really thoughtful of him.=p *easli contented*
thursday was a fattening day.but it was fun.sweet loveli.
i realise that he love me more than i do for him.well.love is unfair.but i m glad i have him by my side.i always say we wun last.from dunno how many mths ago i have been saying that.haha.but till now one year le.we are still together.love is hard to predict yah!.maybe one day i might fall hard for him.haha.lets see how things will turn out yah.but for now.i m realli in love with him.
m going to event mangaement after 17.haha.still have some cuties with me.haha.i hope this TEP will end real soon man.i wan a holiday.i wan to take up sailing.i wan to do kick boxing.i wan to learn dancing.coz i wan to slim down.haha.and say bye bye to fats on my tummy.wahaha.
p.s bibi tazzie is actually baby taz devil from baby looney tune.is the brown onw with only one tooth.haha.=p
[[Been in LOVE is wonderful.but dun be blind by it]]

*sweetest moment*

2005-06-02T15:00:00.000+08:00
Happy birthday RAYSHAN.may all our dreams come true.
02 06 once again.One year of bitter sweet sour.sometimes hard to take it.but we have manage thru and i m content on who is he now.haha.banu.remember i asked you to count for me the secs and mins of one year.haha.he sent that to me too.haha.and thanks manda for wishing me.although the future btwn me and him can't be seen as smoothly or far.but i will treasure what i have.making it as memorable as possible.*02060813*
today was bitching in cc2 again.fun.damm funny.haha.wish but hate to leave at 170605.hate to leave this group of frenz that i have make.haha.=p
then was out with the xiao long group haha.it is suppose to be a shopping trip.but.din realli shop much.coz the damm shops are closed.waiting for sunday for the trip again and the dim sum buffet.haha.=p i love my frens to the core.and i love my boyfriend too.haha.=p
[[happy one year anniversary dear dear]]

*hiding*

2005-05-29T02:35:00.000+08:00
happy birthday goh thiam choon.may all your wishes come true.
that's my father la.haha.i love my family.haha.
was depressed for friday incident.hope it can go off soon.haha.i need a good record.arugh.haha.karma have taken place.haha.luckli.i have still have one strong man to take my sorrows away and stand by me.the man i m in love with.haha.was out with say say.SAKAE buffet.yes.i have it this week again at funan it mall.haha.having buffet every friday.how sinful can that be.haha.=p we shared stories.haha.and it was pretty fun.planning wad we shuld do on each other wedding.haha.she to become my toilet auntie.and i becoming her waitress.haha.and the reason is to show off our beautiful gown.thats y i need to walk around and she need to stay in the toilet.coz alot off ppl will sure visit toilet de.haha.=p but realli hope when the day i get married.she is there.helping me.she is there with me.then we can take alot of pictures together.haha.=p btw.about the "tau po" incident.haha.juz for yor info.wakame udon is not the "tau po" udon.haha.is the seaweed one.we ordered the wrong thing.and luff at ourselves for 5 mins.how lame.haha.=p
GREAT SINGAPORE SALES.haha.xiao hong actualli joining us.haha.think will be quite fun ba.haha.xiao hong.admit that u r vain too k.haha.=p always asking.like that wear not nice meh.haha.bleh.n dun always say hong kah girls veri vain.putting make up at young age.haha.uncle.we are 18 and 17 le.now dun put.then wait till cannot walk then put ar.haha.=p but will have fun shopping yah!we will try on grey shirt.and pink ones.haha.
i miss lian hua.arugh.the times we have together.haha.we are all so near.yet so far.kaoz.btw lian hua is not one person ar.ok some background about lian hua club.haha.it is offically group in 2002.haha.a group of 6.ning.denise.yilee.nini.say say and myself.the 4 L 1 G.haha.sec sch life have been eventful and colourful with them around.haha.the name lian hua was named by denise.haha.orbit yet cute.thou now.we are not together as often.but hope when we get together.life will be the same again.haha.i miss u guys.!
I love and hate TEP to the max.arugh.
to denise.happi belated birthday to you.hope u have fun on ya birthday yah!.i really feel sucky when i actualli realise i forgotten to wish u happi birthday on ya birthday.=s nevertheless.may all ya dream come true.
[[when things goes wrong.faced it]]

*missing you*

2005-05-26T12:58:00.000+08:00
in cc2.drama for the day.star wars 4.haha.manda and alloy fought with each other with umberllas.well.the director cum sound effect cum camera man is felicia.not a bad show.esp with the "KE SI KE SI" (hokkien version of go die go die).haha.then this 2 cutie tied up their hair like retard.cute thou.they really bring life to the cold call center.haha.ignoring the glare of the gers.we have fun.haha.and is mario day for banu.with the help of CJ.she manage to get to world 2-5.haha.=p they are sucha fun ppl.haha
i m begining to miss alot of people le.haha.i miss npcc hq.i miss pei chee.i miss ya ping.i miss 4C.i miss mr chan kk.wahaha.i miss lian hua club.haha.i miss those who i always bitch in secondary school.i miss lining up in the hk quardangle.i miss mr cheen.i miss mrs karen ong.i miss kimmy's bite.i miss leong and sihao always irritating and biting me.i miss going to birthday parties.i miss going camps with xiang ge.yen sing and connie.i miss mrs raj.i miss pek.i miss cycling with my pri sch mate near yvonne's hse.i miss playing block catching.i MISS the coming perth trip with hk npcc.arugh!!!!.thanks to this stupid tep.kaoz.
just to let you guys know.i m in love once again.haha.*scratch head*.well in love with the same old guy.haha.thanks to his best friend.haha.thanks wei liang.your words really make an impact to him and it changes him.haha.=p
[[i miss you]]

*empty vessel makes the most noise*

2005-05-23T11:10:00.000+08:00
happy wedding A-Fi and wife.may both of you stay romantic forever.
once again i failed.failed to give myself a i-think-better-life.haha.arugh!.but i will njoy life with him first.last push.think lota ppl veri disappointed by me now.haha.=p wat to do? i also dunno wad is up with me.haha.can be so decisive in planning my events.but when it comes to dealing with emotion.i failed.haha.
thanks to ms loy.i have found great frens.frens who help each other.frens who are not selfish.they are great.cool.handsome.pretty.haha.=p
well.went to a rotating resturant near habour front.haha.=p wasn't as cool as i tot it wuld be.haha.is my cousin's wedding.ok the wedding was fine-boring.haha.=p but wad is interesting is the part where my uncle and daughter start making a fool out of themselves.they talk as if they know alot but in the end nothing is correct.haha.ok guys let imagine this scene yah!.a father touching his daughter like how ya bf touches u or you touches ya gf.haha.he pratically stroke from the top to her bottom.touching her butt.her waist.nearli to her boobs.holding her hand wherever they go.kaoz.thats my uncle and her daughter.she look like his mistress.haiz.and wad worst is this shallow cousin of mine said this.y cannot let father touch.if he dun touch now next time i get married.he wun be able to touch me again.wad the fuck.kaoz.holding your child hand is no problem.but dun stroke la.the sight is not nice at all.can't imagine my dad holding me that way.eee..haha.=p
red wine smells like ribena.haha.=p
[[talk when neccessary]]

*be strong*

2005-05-21T23:27:00.000+08:00
wahaha.applogise to all the shu shu and wk.pc.haha.hope i din scare u off yesterday.i m still settling my own problem.think i owe everyone a explaination yah.will update u guys once everything is settled.meanwhile no worries k.i wun appear on newspaper de.was too emotional yesterday.so veri 'si tai'.haha.thanks to dw.i was feeling so much better.his reaction is forever so fast and mean.haha.pc studi hard yah.and we will see how things go.=p.btw i think the qurralling company can be set up yah.charging the ppl at different prices.haha.=p i was told about wad happen in the ktv room when i went out.haha.u guys are realli creative.kh shu shu.hope ya stuff is settled.dom shu shu.thanks for the treat.btw was amaze by your voice.haha.damm powerful.haha.=p all the shu shu go join SUPERSTAR lah.dun be police le.haha.=p
i m numb.too numb to have any feeling.too piss off to figure out what he wans.he is sweet.but i dun wan to live my life in pressure.haha.it will do good for both.your suppoet mean alot to me.=p
[[unexpected feeling]]

*If an opportunity doesn't knock, build a door*

2005-05-20T09:29:00.000+08:00
haha.die le.i become like xiao hong le.not updating my blog.haha.nevertheless juz want all to know my life is still cool.right now the only busy thing on hand will be the PCEO presentation prepartion, but i don't feel busy at all.haha.well,these few days heard alot of stories.cool ones,and thier moral is basically very simple.make more friends from all stages,be it the gangster or the police.haha.but you got to be sensible enuff to think which life you want yah!
If an opportunity doesn't knock, build a door.If a relationship doesn't work, find out the bloody problem and solve it.if not get it over and done with. what the fuck.say is easier than done.i m struck deep inside this bloody hole.like sadako struck in her well.but at least she can come out thru the television.i want so much to get out.but at them same time misses other things.haha.SONG RECOMMANDED: She Bu De by Cai Yi Lin.think the lyrics best describe myself.arugh!!.haha.i wan my life.i wan him.what do i want.i also dunno.haha.girls are indeed unpredictable animals.always making guys scratch their head.piss off!.haha.=p
being emotional have been my greatest weaknesses.but that's me.haha.dun bully me ar.bleh.
[[say what you do]]

*karma*

2005-05-16T22:08:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY.MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
damm sinful today.haha.banu and felicia.we are sucha bitches.haha.=p but we have fun dun we? haha.think eddy and alvin is going crazy if we cnt accumulating karma like that.haha.=p never offend any girl.REMEBER THAT.haha.=p
well i noe she is gonna write bout me.haha.i was so so right.but i also speaks ill about her.so fair and square.i take it positivli yah!.haha.no more paris trip le.sobz.haha.but i think i will still enjoy my life here in spore yah! with all the pals i have.haha.was down with flu today.damm slack to do anything.haha.=p my daddy's birthday is coming.like 12 more days!! haha.any suggestion wad to get for him.haha.=p
to those gers beside us.haha.if you want frens.go make some.don't get jealous when you actually see us grouping together.if you only have those frens who dun even like going to china black (her life is only that place yah!) with you.let me know.i will befriend with you k.haha.=p opps.karma.bleh!
have been bitching alot lateli.haha.dun be surprise when you see me falling down on streets yah! haha.coz i believe in KARMA.but i just couldn't help pin pointing at others.haha.=p
[[what goes around comes around.what goes up must come down]]

*wasting life*

2005-05-15T22:49:00.000+08:00
i always say we must enjoy our life to the fullest.but when it comes to weekend.i m always wasting my life.slacking or sleeping all day long.haha.but today was different.i actually took up the courage to clear my room.gosh! it is so damm dusty.haha.i bet you guys dunno i m allegic to dust yah!.haha.now i look like a red nose reindeer.haha.shifted everything in my room.haha.change a feeling yah.haha.=p yesterday was too lazy to update.haha.all xiao hong fault.influence me to set up a blog.but in the end he din even update his.haha.=p nevertheless.pc told story bout his fren.well.this fren of hers actualli had an accident that cause him to lose one hand.but his gerfren stood by him despite of that.true love do exist yah! it is a bike accident.so to those riding bike.please be extra careful yah!.as for pc.dun go take bike license la.if not melvin will nag at u.haha.=p
HQ people really veri po po ma ma.very decisive and sharp when it comes to planning events.but simple things like going out to have fun took them 2 hrs.and in conclusion.stay at home and chat.kaoz.unbelivable.coz all veri shui bian.haha.then no one wans to decide.haha.=p
i wan to go to summer programme.because it is in PARIS.haha.
i wan sushi buffet.i wan k box-ing.i wan to make sure everyone around me is happy and safe.i wan car licence.i wan to drive.i wan mt faber.haha.=p
[[get a life.dun waste it by slacking yah!]]

*human skills*

2005-05-14T13:52:00.000+08:00
Believe me anot.Friday 13 is really a black day.last year was ray's birthday.and of coz unhappiness happened.today.one of my collegue call a customer.mr tan from kidsmall.i think this fucking shit is too free and he started making a fuss out of everything.after hearing the review.we were so damm hot.kidmall in IMM and suntec.never ever step into the bloody place again.i have called so many customer.i realise that most higher raninkg personnel are more polite and nice.even if they dun wan to accept your offer.they wll put it in a very nice way.i think this is one way to build company's reputation.i love those working in the hospitality industries.they are damm nice people.i think is the human skills you need in order to work with people yah! this skill is the most easiest to understand yet most difficult to master.i once fall coz i din realise that human skill is the most important aspect when you work as a team.that is why.no matter who you are or where you are from.do treat everyone equally.coz u are nt the only person who is capable.haha.
on my way home.i saw this lesbian.world is changing.the number of lesbian and gays have been increasing.why is it so? is it because guys no longer trust girls or vice versa.haha.whatever it is.i think we should respect their decision yah! but i do believe that people flirt is because they were once hurt or they can't get what they wish from they partner.well.we are not in the right postion to tell them what they shuld or shuldn't do.so let it be.fate will decide for them.=p
very sinful today.told a lie.haha.but i have so many lovable fren to cover up for me.thoug i think ms ming dun quite believe me.but she is jus letting me off.=p
[[be humble.even if you are holding on to high position]]

*Make your mark*

2005-05-13T01:33:00.000+08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMINIC.MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
well.was quite joyious to know that i m able to present infornt of the PCEO of NYP.haha.thou my team mate is like why-do-i-have-to-do-this-shit.haha.but guys we will do a good job yah! haha.cheer up k.i always believe in grabbing all the chances i m given.to give my best shot and find out wad are my capabilities.additional to that is to gain recognistion.i m nt showing off.but if i m able to make a difference or make ppl recognise me.i feel a great sense of achievement.i did it in pionner pri n hong kah sec.i think this is a chance where i can do it in nyp.haha.to be frank.i reali hope i can make a mark and achieve recognistion wherever i go.=p no bragging!! haha.amanda.eddy.chris.we will do it!haha.=p
A girl was ruin by my cousin.haiz.gers out there.got to be sensible k.dun be blind by love.this ger is 21 this year.she is pregnant with my cousin child.that's not new nowadays.but this cousin of mine.is not wroking nor is he hardworking worst still.he is a filrt.look at how bad it is yah.but the DUMB ger din't mind.sry for that.but i juz find her dumb.how are they suppose to raise a child w/o money.and isn't it every gers dream to walk into the chruch in a veri beautiful gown marrying your belove under everyone blessing? and now wad? their wedding have to be rushed becoz of her tummmy.n the one who is the most disappointed n sad will be her parents.i can actually feel the pain yah!.how they adore her.how they love her.but in the end.haiz.so gers plz be sensilble k.dun ruin ur entire life just because you are blinded by love.getting pregnant before marriage is not cool at all yah! Protect yourself.but i still bless this couple.
Queen Banu was not in school today.haha.w/o her in cc2 is still fun.but with her is more fun.haha.hope her mums get well real soon yah!haha.=p
[[In whatever you do.give off your best.DO IT OR BREAK IT]]

*White lies*

2005-05-12T14:56:00.000+08:00
haha.wad do you guys think? are white lies good? haha.recentli i have told alot of i-suppose-white-lies.and i truli think it helps the situation i m in.no doubt is still lying.but if a white lie can save yourself from trouble.why not? but once you start a lie.the chain will go on.haha.abit contradicting.haha.was out with pei chee.xiao hong and mel just now.KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.a good catch.espcially with orlando bloom.oh my good.he is so cool.haha.4 popcorns out of 5 yah.haha.the other popcorn eaten up.cause some part of the show actually make me yawn.so i ate up the popcorn.haha.=p must believe fate man.haha.if it is fated that you will meet someone(s).no matter how you escape or hide.u will still be very lucky to bum into each other.xiao hong hor!.haha.well there is also a crockroach vs pei chee battle.haha.but we all noe that.pei chee will sureli win the batter yah! she will always win no matter who vs her.haha.=p was fun.really njoy the time with them.they are real cool mates.and mates that are very concern about each other.haha.=p this is how frenz should treat each other yah! haha.=p
[[friends are there to add colors to your life.do treasure them]]

p.s xiao hong.i think you look good in polo tee and shorts.haha.=p try grey shirt.not bad i think.haha.=p

*when it happen to be the other way*

2005-05-11T02:27:00.000+08:00
during the recent CIBTC facilitation lecture.ms loy mention about her mentor.her mentor is someone who have been doing lots of presentation on facilitation in his life.once his students asked him."sir, which presentation have been your best one?".he replied "the next presentation will be my best presentation".we will learn thru the different falls.if you don't even dare to make mistakes.there will certainly be no improvement in anything you do the next time round.actually it isn't that bad when things dun happen to your liking.if everything that happened in your life seems so happy and wonderful.how would you be able to realise what is your like or distest or even recognise who are those you can count on whenever situations happen.=p and to your surpise, what you dislike might turn out to be your favourite. and wad you adore now, might become something you hate in future.be it things or people.this is life.don't blame anyone when your life isn't that smooth.take it as a lesson and learn from it.i always believe.the more you have been thru and fall.the more knowledgeable and sensible you will be next time yah!.but do remeber to stand up after you fall.was cheated 120 bucks today.haha.nah.no worries.i invested on some saving thingy that claim to be damm good.haha.there was no bitching in cc2 today.everything was so peaceful and nice.well that's because everyone have to rush their projects yah.but me? i was concentracting so hard in changing my blogskin.dunno how many 100 skins i have changed till i decide to use this current one.basically that's one of the reasons y i dun wan to create a blog.cause once i start on something.i either DO IT OR BREAK IT.making sure everything appearing nicely will cause hell lot of my time.haha.=p was out with ah say today.haha.planning to have xiao hong's recommendation--hokkien mee(behing bukit batok sec,the only stall that will charged you extra 50 cents for more chilli.haha)for dinner.but somehow just too lazy to find our way there.outing with her was fun.we practically laugh at everyting.the 2 1/2 winnie series panties.haha.=p was going further and further.i have decide to let nature take it course.and not fight for it.if we are fated.we will be ok yah!.haha.=p
[dun let things around you affect you.rather make changes to things around you!]

*Bitching bond Frenzy*

2005-05-10T02:16:00.000+08:00
haha.while watching SAW in cc2 as a group,we started bitching again.i m sure everyone does that when you are with a group of frenz.be it new, old, best, whatever type of frenz.Bitching about somebody will be common.and this don't just apply to girls.guys too.why is it so?.haha.i personally think to a extend we are actually jealous of that person.dun deny~.coz many a time if you actually sit down and think thru the stuff you guys talk about.you will realise that there will be some part that you comment on the person.we bitch about the `pink panter` saying that she is this she that.but to admit.i truely think that she got a great height and a good body.but too bad she dosen't have the face.haha.opps.haha.but i think this shows that god is fair yah!.he gave u this and not that.that why no one is perfect yah! Well.i love bitching or gossiping.you may take me as a kepo or whatever.nevertheless.i think this is one way frenz get connected.frenz get closer together.haha.i have evidences to say my theroy is true.haha.juz by looking at how cc2 grp 5 & 6 are so closed together.and how 3 golden flower get connected with xiao hong melvin mothers and uncles.and not forgetting how ker, wendy and i can hold onto each other so tightly.haha.=p Be it "pink panter" or "brother john" or "rebonding failed girl".i think bitching is good yah! haha.=p but please get clear that i m not saying Hypocrites are good yah! if you want to bitch on that person.i think u jolly well dun be fren with them.haha.back to my life.recently i felt the distance.not sure what type but certainly ain't good.haha.boredom, sick ? i dunno.but deep down inside i still know i love him.tt's good enough for both yah!.haha.lee ah say say i always laugh at ppl's blog now she is trying to get back to me.wat a fren! haha.help others but not her 9 years fren.haha.true enough i laugh at their blog.but is actually at their foolishness of the content and not the skin of thier blog yah!.so ppl out there.if u actually wan to laugh at me.laugh at the content not the skin k.coz i think i got taste yah!haha.9 years sound so long.haha.i m going to have a 1/10 century long fren next year.i m so grateful that she came into my life.she is the one who is there all the time.although we haven really see each other's real bad time or haven really share great secret.but somehow our characters juz fit so nicely. you know that i will ignore everyone except you yah! haha.and no worries to guy who think will break our friendship.coz we fall for different type of guys.that's how god shows me fairness by giving me such wonderful friendship.cheers! say hoon.wahaha.=p
*i m may bitch.but i m certainly not a bitch!*

*a start to remember my life*

2005-05-09T11:00:00.000+08:00
well.thanks to xiao hong.i have created my blog.show casing my ever wonderful life to all.
haha.the birth of my blog 8/5/2005 also marks mother's day.haha.i have baked cookies for my mummy (thou some is over baked).haha.wad about u? wad have u done for ya mummy to let her know that she is loved by you?
well.i think all should at least say a Happy Mother's Day to ya mummy yah! and dun be shy to tell her you love her.Show her the care and concern.she is your mum.without her you wun be around yah!
damm must wear the blue tee to work tml le.haha.well.i m currently having my "paid" attachment in nyp.in another words.i have to pay the school to be able to work yah! how nice rite.think the only good part is that i do not have to face exam and everything is so practical where there is lota presentation that i can score.haha.additional to that i have made damm lota cute frenzy.where we can just simply crap and bitch together.cheers crm cc2 group 5 & 6 yah! i really enjoy my time with you guys.
Other than that.i m also njoying my life in NPCC HQ.place where i once hated.but now is like a home to me.so much so that i will go there even without any reason yah.coz our "mothers" is there.haha.and the "2 golden flowers are there" (THE "3 Golden Flower").our own Xiao Hong and Chickenpox.haha.and not forgetting those "uncles"that always drive us around.these frenzy are simply the best mate and play mate.we wrk together we play together.=p
*My life is simple yet unpredictable. Thanks to my frenzy.*

p.s Thanks to Kerlyn.i have my wonderful blog.haha.love u ger.thanks.

*live life to the fullest*

ROD NIGHT 2006

my SHITTIES

*Expressing the current feeling*

*Rojak Post*

*LIFE INSURANCE*

*Personal Life Insurance*

*Plans*

*CPF Investment*

*AWARNESS*

*Picture speaks a thousand words*

*WOW*

*Trying the very Best*

*in love*

*M-18*

*dusting away the webs*

*lowest life form*

*Controlling*

*A Different Feeling*

*the man-chan kok keong*

*birthday celebrations*

*sensitive nose*

*happiness*

*Touched*

*y have kids*

*no topic*

*Kids*

*trust*

*Fruitful Week*

*saints*

*breaking up*

*bitch session*

*Boyfriend VS Boy-friends*

*experience*

*New Friends.Old Friends*

*K-Boxing*

*Boyfriends*

*blessed*

*pre birthday gift*

*teaching*

*slack*

*man's voice*

*fuck them*

*love*

*Criticism *

*bibi tazzie*

*sweetest moment*

*hiding*

*missing you*

*empty vessel makes the most noise*

*be strong*

*If an opportunity doesn't knock, build a door*

*karma*

*wasting life*

*human skills*

*Make your mark*

*White lies*

*when it happen to be the other way*

*Bitching bond Frenzy*

*a start to remember my life*

live life to the fullest

Expressing the current feeling

Rojak Post

LIFE INSURANCE

Personal Life Insurance

Plans

CPF Investment

AWARNESS

Picture speaks a thousand words

WOW

Trying the very Best

in love

M-18

dusting away the webs

lowest life form

Controlling

A Different Feeling

the man-chan kok keong

birthday celebrations

sensitive nose

happiness

Touched

y have kids

no topic

Kids

trust

Fruitful Week

saints

breaking up

bitch session

Boyfriend VS Boy-friends

experience

New Friends.Old Friends

K-Boxing

Boyfriends

blessed

pre birthday gift

teaching

slack

man's voice

fuck them

love

Criticism

bibi tazzie

sweetest moment

hiding

missing you

empty vessel makes the most noise

be strong

If an opportunity doesn't knock, build a door

karma

wasting life

human skills

Make your mark

White lies

when it happen to be the other way

Bitching bond Frenzy

a start to remember my life